Utopia ♡ Ateez OT8

NINETEEN: fears and reunions

"How was she this morning?" Hongjoong asks, a note of concern in his voice

"I don't know. She left the apartment before 7am. I thought she was just on her regular morning run but when she still wasn't back by 7.30am, I checked her room and her work things were gone." Seonghwa replies. "I know she has a lot of work at the office today and maybe just wanted to get there as early as possible but it's just worried me a little bit that she left so early."

Seonghwa had messaged Hongjoong the night before to give him a brief rundown of what had happened. This morning he had got up early, planning to speak to Luna before she left for work. See how she was feeling after a nights sleep but she was already gone. It was now 9.30am and Hongjoong had called him after reading his messages when he woke up.

"When she told me about her bipolar, her main concern was that we would treat her differently. I wish I had been there last night so I could have reassured her." Hongjoong sighs on the other end of the line

Seonghwa stiffens slightly at the implication, "Are you suggesting that I didn't do enough to reassure her?"

"No! That's not what I meant! You did your best. It's just...I feel so helpless!" Hongjoong exclaims, frustration evident in his tone. "I shouldn't have left Seoul. I should've stayed."

"You're our team captain, but even captains need rest. You couldn't have predicted this," Seonghwa says softly, trying to soothe his friend's guilt. "Besides, Luna wouldn't have let you stay even if you tried. Don't beat yourself up over this."

"You are right." Hongjoong replies. "My dad is driving me back to Seoul in an hour or two so I will be home soon. Maybe I should get him to drop me off at the office instead so I can check up on her."

"Do you think that is wise to do? Given how Luna hates being fussed over, she might feel cornered." Seonghwa cautions

"I'm just worried." comes Hongjoongs reply

"I understand your concern," Seonghwa reassures him. "Look, Luna's a fighter. She's been through so much, yet she remains resilient and strong. If you're set on seeing her before coming home, I won't stop you. Just tread carefully. We don't want to push her away."

"I'm honestly unsure on what to do. As we get closer to Seoul I'll see what my gut tells me. And you are right, she is an absolute fighter." Hongjoong agrees "I am glad you were there for her last night. Do you think she'll make things up with her mom?"

"Her dad assured me that this can be a common thing between them. Luna can't suppress her feelings anymore and snaps, her mom gets more protective and Luna pulls away from her. He told me that they will patch things up either today or tomorrow but if it takes a bit longer, not to worry." Seonghwa says as Hongjoong relaxes a little. He didn't want a rift between mother and daughter when he knows how close they are and it is obvious how much her family, especially her mom means to her. "He also told me to reach out to him if we have any questions or looking for ways to support her without it being overbearing. He included the others in this."

"That was considerate of him," Hongjoong remarks with a small smile, "Especially since they see you as her boyfriend and us as just coworkers."

"I don't think he sees you all as 'just coworkers'. He knows we all live together and I think Luna has been telling him little things about us all. He said he is thankful that we all look after her." Seonghwa replies

"What are her parents like?" Hongjoong finds himself asking

"They are genuinely wonderful people. Her dad is really tall! A bit scary at first obviously but he is funny, down to earth and kind. He isn't the scary old school military guy I had imagined in my head! Luna gets her caring nature from him." Seonghwa answers with a small smile