Unable To Love

Chapter 2

"Ashlyn!" my mom yells from the top of the stairs

"Only 40 minutes left, hurry up or your going to be late to school!"jumping out of my bed i run into the bathroom, and fly into the shower, 15 minutes pass by and I slid out on watery feet.I quickly blow dry my black hair straight, add mascara too my bright grey eyes, and brush my teeth. Walking out of the bathroon in only a towel i head to my closet to find something to wear.Looking around I decide to put on a black tank-top, light skinny jeans, and black high-top converse.

"Time to go!" My mom yells as she shuts the front door.

"Coming!" i say as i grab my white backpack and head for my Black Mercedes while my mom heads to her white van.

"Bye!" I yell as i pull out of the drive way and towards my doom.-Slammig the drivers side door shut I make my way through crowds of teenagers and sit on a bench waiting for the school to open up. Slipping my ear buds in I begin to listen to 'If im james dean then your audrey hepburn' by sleeping with sirens. Hearing someone clear there throat I shriek and drop my phone onto the pavement making my ear peices fall with them.

"Shit, what the hell" I say angered. Looking up I freeze.

"Who the hell are you?" I ask raising an eyebrow, scrutinzing the blonde girl infront of me.

"Hi, I'm new here, and I saw you sitting here alone so I was thinking maybe you needed a friend. Do you need a friend? I know I need a friend. I usaully scare a lot of people off because I'm over talkative, but maybe your different? Right? Am I right? I think I'm right, I usually am. My mom tells me I'm really smart, I believe my mom. Do you?" She says with an overly purky smile. I stare up at her for a very long time not loosing eye contact.

"Your fly is down" I say. Her face turns a bright red as she fixes her zipper on her pants.

"Ok, so maybe next time..." She says awkwardly starting to walk away.

"No, wait" I yell suprizing not only the blonde girl but me also. Why did I call her back? She freezes for a moment then sits next to me not saying a word. I pick up my phone and wipe of the dirt that has smeared on the screen.

"Sorry about that" She says looking down at my phone.

"Its ok" I mutter. Picking up my ear buds I place one in my ear "Do you listen to sleeping with sirens?"

"No, but I listen to the theme song of my little pony. Is that close?" She asks curiously. I snort very unlady like.

"Not even close, but here" I say handing her my left ear piece. After a minutes of silence she finally replies.

"I actually kinda like it" She says as her grin gets wider and she begins to bob her head. My lips twitch and I make a small barely noticable smile. I think i'll keep her around.

"Thank you! Attleast someone appreciates my taste in music" I say rolling my eyes.

"Hey its not my fault your into emo music" An unexpected voice says behind me. I literally jump out of my skin.

"What the hell is with people sneaking up on me today" I say trying to come down my racing heart.

"Weirdo" Avery says rolling her eyes. "...Anyway, people are already heading into school."

I look towards the school and see piles up teenagers entering the building. I snatch my ear buds and phone and put them in my backpack.I turn towards the blonde girls

"Whats your name?" I ask.

"Madison" She says smiling widely.

"I'm Ashlyn, we should talk some time" I say, and dart for the front doors to the buildingTaking out my schedule I look to figure out my first class. Social Studies was typed in bold letter next to 'period A'. Great, where the hell is the classroom? Looking down the hallways only a couple students were near.

"Exuse me!" I say as a boy walks past me, but he ignores me.

"Exuse me" I say again and grab his shoulder to turn him around, but that didn't go as planned because, as soon as I did that he shoved me away, and I fell to the ground landing on my butt. He spins around and my breath catches in my throat. He was Aaron, the hottest boy in school. His dark brown hair was styles so it was spiked in the front, and his bright dazzling blue eyes staired down at me. His muscles rippled through his black tight t-shirt, as his muscular are reach down to me. I sqouted back causiously raising an eyebrow. Did someone pay him to drop me on my ass? Deciding not to risk being dropped again I get up myself and wipe specks of dirt off my jeans.

"Why the hell did you just grab my arm?" His first responds to me was.

"I was just looking for some help" I said annoyed by his lack of respect.

"Listen you slut, I don't want to sleep with you today" He says glaring down at my 5 foot slim frame.

"what?! I'm not a slut! I just needed help! I don't know where the social studies room is." I say angered.

"Oh" he says awkwardly. "Don't you know where it is? Your not new right?"

"I've been in your class before, you ass" I say glaring right back at him.

"Then why do you need help! Your not new!"

"I haven't been to Mrs.Stones I have always gone to Mr.Bedrick for social studies" I yell at him. He groans, but walks down the opposite hall to help me. I quickly catch up to him.Silence surrounded us until he stopped infront of a door slightly open.

"bye asshole" I say as I reach my destination, I was about to walk in but a hand wrapped around my arm spinning me to face him.

"A 'thank you' should be in order" He says smirking. I snort.

"You knocked me on my f*cking ass. If anything you should me apologizing to ME" I say glaring at him. His face mearly inches apart from mine.

"Now I remember you" He says and his smirk widens."Your that badass girl that has a huge mouth, do you need soap to wash all thoughs swears out of your mouth?" I suddenly slapped him across the face.

 " You swear just as much as me smart ass" I say shooting him a deadly glare as I stalk into the classroom.

"Ashlyn why are you late for my class?" The teacher asks turning away from the chalk board to scold me.

"I was late getting into the school." I say as I hurry to an open seat " It wont happen again"

"It better not" She says glaring at me "Anyway, so the native Americas-" The teacher begins to talk to the class but i tune her out as I drop my back pack next to my chair and take out a pencil and paper. No matter how hard I tryed I could not get Aaron out of my head. Why had he thought I was a slutt, and if I was a slutt why would he turn me down? Rumors say that he has sleeps with any girl he can get his hands on, but was it true?

"Ashlyn?" the teacher uexpectadly says looking at me." What happened when the african american slaves tried to escape, but got caught?" Oh god... I haven't even been paying attention.

 "Th-th-they-" trying to speak someone interupts me."wow, I thought she was smart" THe voice of the top bitch in school, Tiffany, says with a smirk.glaring at her, i flip her off.

"Bitch" she says glaring daggers back at me.

"Girls!" the teacher yells. "That is absolutely horendious behaviour, you will spend 10 miutes of your time after school to write a appology note to me and your peers for your lack of respect in my classroom!"

"what!" we both yell in unison. I've had detention plenty of times but, swearing? Seriously, everyone swears. My mom is going to kill me when she finds out.

"Mrs.Stone-" i say turning to the teacher but she puts her hand up signaling for me to stop.

"I will not have that kind of disrespect in my classroom, so you ethier take your puishment or i'll add on another day" She says sternly. I groan and slam my head on the desk. The bell suddely rings, and students begin to pack up there supplies for there class.

"Class dismissed" The teacher informs us. Breathing I sigh of relief I sling my backpack over my shoulder and walk out of the classroom. Now that I finally have time, where the hell is my locker?Walking down the small hallways packed with raging hormonal teenagers I manage to slip my informational paper out of the small pocket in my backpack. Unfolding it I groan. This is going to be a long day.