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December 3rd 2020 / 1 week and 2 days later Thursday


Jihyo POV

Living Room


"Sana why are you being so clingy. I can barely move, I'm suffocating. I need space go do something".

His accusation hit me like a punch to the gut. Had I been too overbearing? Too eager to be by his side? The thought of suffocating him with my presence was the last thing I ever wanted.

"I-I'm sorry, Jihyo".




Bathroom


I locked the bathroom door. And I ran the bath getting in it. The tears I had been holding back finally began to fall, a cascade of emotions washing over me like a tidal wave. I had never felt more alone than I did in that moment. He doesn't like me that way. I was wrong.







Jihyos POV

My Living Room


I watched as she turned on her heel and left the room, the sound of her footsteps echoing in the empty space between us.




~ A few minutes later ~




I don't understand why Sana had been acting differently lately, more clingy than usual. At first, I welcomed her affection thinking maybe she wanted more because of her pregnancy mood wing. But as the days passed, her constant need for reassurance began to feel suffocating, weighing heavily on my shoulders like an invisible burden I couldn't shake. And I couldn't help but wonder what had sparked this sudden change in her behaviour. Was it something I had done or said With a heavy sigh, I pushed aside the stack of papers. I heard footsteps. I looked over.

"Where are you going?".

"Justin invited me out so Im going out. You can have some space to focus on your work".

"Sana".

"Goodnight don't wait for me", she said and left.




~ Time Skip ~




Sanas POV

Restaurant


"This is weird why are you taking me out for dinner?", I asked.

"Well, I've been worried about you".

"Let me rephrase that in a way that Im not interested in romantic relationships. I mean it in the way of Kenzo and Junghwa. I mean jihyo jeaus that man".

"What do you mean?", I asked.

"You have been crying".

"How could you tell?".

"Makeup can't cover up that sad expression you trying too hard to plaster with a smile.  What happened between you and jihyo?", he asked.

"That Im being suffocating because I've been too clingy to him. But then he wondered where I was going. He confuses me and I don't know how I should act around him anymore. He kisses me randomly he compliments me and does these things he doesn't need to do and I...".

"You like him?".

"I do like him. But he clearly doesn't feel that way about me. Im still just a woman he's married to please his parents and give him a baby maybe a friend that's it", I said.

"Im sorry Sana. But you do have reasons to be confused. He has been weirdly affectionate to you. Even I've noticed it".

"Do you think maybe I could stay at yours and Tzuyus?".

"Of course you can.  You're always free to come and stay", he said.

"How are you two by the way?".

"Good. Im thinking of what to get her for Christmas. I really don't know anymore. I mean we want a baby you know but it's been hard to get that".

"You've been trying a lot since the accident?", I asked.

"Yes, we have and no luck".

"It's really sad. I really wish you guys the best".

"Thanks, sana. Maybe this year will next year a baby will happen. Id be so happy about that. Idb very happy to be a father", he said.

"You make a great father. And Tzuyu would make a great mother. You will have one intelligent child".

He chuckled.

"Thanks".







Jihyos POV

My Bedroom


Okay why isn't she home? Is she drunk?  I sighed calling Tzuyu.


Tzuyu: Whats up?

Me: Did you know Justin was with sana?

Tzuyu: Yes

Me: You don't feel annoyed by that? The two are getting too close

Tzuyu: Jihyo, Justin and Sana are both japanse they ahve intretest. If you are feeling insecure about their friendship then you have feelings for her

Me: I dont have fee--

Tzuyu: Dont lie to me jihyo. You're calling me about her. Tell her for chrissake or you will lose her

Me: Is she with you? Sana?

Tzuyu: yes she's gaming with jsutin right now. Are you annoyed about that too?

Me: Tell her to come home

Tzuyu: Sorry but she staying jihyo. So goodnight

Me: What do you mean shes staying I--

Tzuyu: Jihyo, please. She told us you wanted some space for the night so we allowed it

Me: I didn't int hat it that way. I want her here so I can cuddle her-- I mean

Tzuyu: you've got to tell her jihyo. You really do have to tell you like her. Night


I sighed. I guess I really do like her. I like Sana. I have romantic feelings.

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