Best Mistake Book #2 of JALBOYH

Chapter Ten

I was so nervous, my fingers were fumbling and sweating, I wonder how she looks like right now? Does she hate me? Course she does, you cheated on her, does she not forgive me? All these thoughts were running through my mind. I walked up to the doorstep of Perrie and Zayn home. I brought my fist up and started knocking on the door. The door opened wide and I see Perrie standing at the door, she moves a little so I can enter and I do just that. I come inside the house and that's when my eyes land on the most beautiful girl who caused my heart to flutter by just seeing her

"Hi" I breathed out. Just by seeing her standing there looking beautiful as ever took my breath away.

"Hello, Harry" her voice was fainted yet soft and oh how I miss hearing her voice. I placed my hands in the jean of my pockets because I'm fucking nervous as fuck.

" how you been?" I asked silently looking into her dark brown chocolate eyes

" Uh, fine! How about you?" She asked super, this is going great.

" I'm good" I smiled staring at her, I couldnt keep my eyes off of this beauty.

" now that you guys seen each other, let's get this paper work done" Brian said breaking out of our trance.

I looked away and looked at Brian who was staring at us, I sigh, running my hands through my hair. We both walked to the table and just took a seat across from each other, Perrie and Zayn left Brian, Mandy, Selena and I alone. The awkward tension was building up in this surface, Brian looked like he wanted to kill me and Selena was just looking down. Divorce? Am I really going to sigh the papers? Do I want to leave Selena alone?

" Okay, I expected you both to read the files?"

We both nodded

" Okay, shall we sign?, Selena you first" Brian said passing her the paper and a black pen, she held the pen in her hand, shaking as she looked at the paper blankly. Is she going to sign the paper? Is she ready to leave what we had all behind?

Selena-

Harrys eyes wandered around the house until his eyes landed on my Brown ones

" Selena"he breathed out

" Hi"I said

" Wow! You look beautiful"he said making my heart flutter

" thanks"I said blushing a bright pink

" Just listen son, I know every cop here"Brian said making Harry swallow his saliva

" hahahaha, your so funny Brian"I said giving him a starry stare

" I'll bring selena safe and sound"he said

I walked to Harry and linked my arms around him

" let's go"I said dragging him out making contact with the cold air, it wasn't snowing but it was cold not freezing though. It was perfect.

" range Rover?"I said looking at his car " yup! This is my baby"he said opening the door " but your my number one"he said causing my heart to flutter.

The paper was just staring at me, my mind was racing with everything, my body was numb and I couldn't move my hands. Could I really do this? Do I want to leave Harry for good. I looked at the paper, the blank spot ready for my initials and signature. I brought the pen down, ready to sign, my head was telling me to sign, that it's for a good start but my heart was telling me to not sign, that I will regret it.

"Selena? Sweetheart sign" Brian said breaking me out of thought. I looked up at Brian brown eyes and then I look back at Harry, his emerald green eyes that was staring right at my brown ones.

The whole ride to wherever were going I was blinde folded so who knows if he's kidnapping me... I kept asking if we were here and with his answer 'Not Yet' got me annoyed

" are we there Yet?"I asked

"yes"he said getting me perked up, he untied my blind fold and I adjusted my eyes as I see a bunch of snow, I see people holding hands. I see people with snowboards and that's when I realized where were at

" Were snowboarding?"I asked

"Yeah..."he said unsure.

I smirked and faced him

" I don't know how to snowboard?"I said

" oh... I can teach you?"he offered

" Okay"I said smiling.

Just seeing him brought all these memories to my head especially the first date we ever went on and we're the night changed so fast. I being the clumsy one fell and sprayed my ankle. I remember that day so good like if it was yesterday.

I walked towards Harry laughing as I tripped and fell on me causing harry to immediately catch me

"ow,ow,ow,ow"i shrieked

" What happened?"he asked worried

" I think I spared my ankle, it really hurts?"i said bouncing on one leg

" Let's take a look at that " he said helping me take off my gear and he picked me up bridal style and took me inside the cabin.

The owner came and checked on my ankle " yeah! She spared her ankle, she needs to rest her leg and put ice on that"he said

I sigh and nodded how could a night so perfect change just like that?

" I'm sorry"i said feeling guilty

" It's okay! Let's take you home and rest that leg " he said and i nodded. He picked me up and took me home.

"Wait"

I stopped and put my pen downing looking at Harry who had his hands out for me to stop, his green eyes looked desperate

" D-Do you really want this Selena?" He asked me looking me into my eyes

" do you want to forget everything we had? Just leave it in the dust and wait for it to disappear?" He asked

"Harry stop" I firmly said

" Do you want to forget everything, our happiness ou-"

"- our happiness finished the day you cheated on me, do you really think I forgot about that? Seeing you brings me happy memories. Yes I admit it but also seeing your face brings me the day you told me you cheated on me..... I loved you and you cheated on me" I started crying. Range entered me and I didn't know how to stop it. The tears were following down my face, my vision was getting blurry

" to erase all these bad memory's is by erasing you from my life and just start new" I continued to say as I bringed the paper closer to me and signed the damn thing.

I passed the paper to Harry and he looked shocked that I actually signed the damn paper, I am to. I watched him fumble with the pen.

" I won't do it" he stated

I sigh,

" you have to, it the only way to just leave the past behind so we can move on..."

" I dont want to move on from you, I love you and I regret everything I did Selena, I just want you back" he said causing me to shake my head

" son, sign the paper" Brian said

He looked down and nodded.

" Fine, you got it. I will sign the paper" he said making me look down.

" done"

I watched him get up and he went to me, he hovered over me making me bite my tongue. He was way to close for my liking. He leaned in to my ear.

" Let's start new" he said and walked away and out the door he went.

What does he mean by that?