Best Mistake Book #2 of JALBOYH

Chapter One

A/N: okay, before you read this chapter i just want to say

WELCOME TO BEST MISTAKE BOOK #2 OF JALBOYH

i hope you guys enjoy this chapter, this book is mostly in Selena point of view only because this story mostly about her, uh, also i would just like to inform you all that this story will contain A LOT of FlashBacks( the flashbacks will be written in Italics) mostly cute moments of harlena and some others... HAHA

also, This is just a filter chapter to get you guys where i'm going with this story. sorry if it's short.

This story will be one of the hardest to write but... i think i'll rock this, so i apologize for the slow up dates that will come up, i'm just trying to make the story really good so you can read. although this chapter is crappy.:)

okay i'll stop talking here is chapter one of Best Mistake

hope you Enjoy.

Best Mistake:CHAPTER ONE

" Selena, come on"Perrie said trying to get me out of the bedroom.

i shaken my head and pulled the covers close to me as perrie entered the room, picking up the tissues off from the ground and put them in the trash can.

Its been 1 month since i asked harry for a divorce, was it a mistake? I don't know. I do miss him, i miss his comfort and the way he makes me smile. i sometimes picture his smile, i even have dreams of him mostly all the time.

I hate the fact that he cheated on me and as much time i came to the conclusion for me to forgive him, my mind fills me up with the things harry did to hurt me and i realize i can't just forgive him, even if he was drunk. My life was perfectly fine without the evil witch of the west, he made promises and vows to me but that all shattered by just one night stand. i hate the fact that harry is making me hate him. i hate crying for him every single night when i don't see him next to me. i loved him and i might still do but, i can't forgive him.

" selena, i know it's hard right now but trust me your get through this"Perrie said making me scoff, how would she know? she is living a happily married life.

" no offense pez but, your living your life as a wife with Zayn"i said

"hm... that may be true, but i'm a celebrity now sel, i dont have time for zayn as much and it's hard to be at some places"Perrie said

" have you contacted your family?"Perrie asked

"HA! you mean Mom and Dad.... do you not know them? their going to yell in my face and say ' i told you so' i'm currently not in the mood for there shit right now"i stated

i love my family but come on, only an idiot who parents told them to not marry him because your to young would tell there parents about there divorce. I know Brian is my step dad and a lawyer and he could help me but i can't face him. not now atleast. i guess i just have to look for another lawyer to do my job.

"okay... well selena, i have to go meet up with the girls"she told me making me nod

"please, get out of bed.... and eat breakfast, there is some oatmeal on the stove"she said and closed the door taking the trash can with her.

[ P E R R I E ]

"how is she?"Zayn asked

i walked to him, sitting on his lap as he held me close to him.

" not good. she is torturing herself with this"i said

i will not forget the day Selena come here back to London and asked if she can stay here for awhile until she can find a place.

"Zayn, could you get the door please?"i asked as he yelled sure back. i came downstairs with a towel wrapped around my head, it was 9 O'clock in night and when i see the girl who is standing in front of our door, her hair damped from all the rain that is pouring down, we welcome her in immediately. Zayn brings her close to his arms as she cried onto him. my mind was filled with , why is selena here and why isn't harry? at first i thought something bad happened but once i heard those words escape her mouth i knew harry is a douche.

"he cheated on me, he actually cheated on me"Selena cried

i looked at Zayn and he looked shocked exactly like me, i thought they were happy, although when we went, there was drama but then again all married couples where drama.

" why would he do that? how would harry hurt me like that?"she cried tears falling down her rosy cheeks

" i don't know Selena, he might have been set-up"Zayn said

Set-Up? yes because harry was madly in love with Selena, only one name came to my head and that was...

Raquel

" he admitted it to me, on your w-wedding day"she said covering her mouth as the sobs escaped her mouth

she soon wiped the tears from her face and took deep breaths as she looked at me and Zayn

" sorry for barging in like this, i can leav-"

"no way.. your staying"Zayn said holding her tightly.

Selena is like a younger sister to Zayn and they grew fondly together. they were always close and always will be

" i'll leave as soon as i find a place to rent"she said as she started to cry again.

" i hope she recovers soon" Zayn said making me nod, i hope so soon to. harry litterly broke her this time, he shattered her small little heart and i honestly dont know if she will recover but what needs to come in first and which will be a big step into her life where she will move on is, the wedding ring and bans, i know she might not be ready but when will she be? this will help her overcome her fears and honestly.... it's a huge step but once she take the ring off she will feel this huge weight off her chest.

[ H A R R Y ]

I's been a month since i told Selena everything and when she asked for a divorce, i never felt so empty before, i feel like my whole world shattered by just one blink. i feel like i lost selena in one blink. why was i so stupid, she wants a divorce, on my own life i won't sigh those papers, no i won't. i know what i did was stupid, selfish but i refuse to let raquel win, i refuse to lose Selena. it won't be yet but me and Selena will get our happily ever after, one way to another, i'm not giving up on our love, not after everything we been through. she might have given up but i'm not.