Will You Tell The Sky About Me?

ch1 Forget everything and tell me, do you want to spend your life with me? Yes.

I wish I could be angry at you,
I wish I had it in me to hurt you,
I wish I could remind you of all the things you said to me in the name of love, the promises, the claims.
But what can I do
It hurts
I miss you
So much
It's hard
To go on with the life
I don't know
I feel stupid
You made me feel stupid
Why
Why
Did you go on
If you didn't have courage for me
Why did you make me believe in love
When you could not be the one to do it
I thought I was done
Exhausted with crying
But it keeps on coming back
I think of you
The moment I am awake to the moment I fall asleep
Lately it's just getting more hard and hard
How do I go on
I feel so weak
I miss us
I miss what I was
You made me loose all my worries
And you just kept me happy
Even when we were miles apart
.
.
.
When you first went away
I did not know what to do
How to have the trust
That you will always want me
So I asked you," please close your eyes for a moment, let the world fade away. Me, your family, your worries, and just be with you and now answer, Do you really want to spend your life with me ?"
"Yes, I do" I remember your face
How could you forget
How could you loosely lie
I don't think I love you anymore.
I wish you could feel the hurt, what I am going through.