Complicated

Chapter 6

Jacks pov:

The moment I said I didn't care I regretted it deeply. I shouldn't have said she could kiss him. I mean I don't have control over her lips but I mean I shouldn't have said what I said I'm the reason why she was drinking and why she kissed skate. I was all my fault and I hated myself for that.

I shouldn't have picked a fight with Alex I shouldn't have said what I said.

"You act so strong. But when something happens you go running to skate. Why is that? Why do you wanna get wasted?"I asked looking at her. I saw her face fall a little. Her eyes watered slightly.

"Do you wanna forget that I said I wouldn't sleep with you?"I said looking at her. When the words left my mouth I knew she was never going to forgive me. The way she was looking at me made me feel so bad. She looked at me with so much hate in her eyes I just wanted to go up to her and say that I was sorry. I wanted to hug her. I wanted to be the person she ran to if she had a problem.

But I couldn't be that person not until I broke up with Madison. And I had to if I wanted to be with Alex. I was falling hard for that girl and it made me even more mad when she walked over to skate and kissed him. Right in front of me. She looked at me like I was nothing and it hurt.

After an hour passed with out any sign of Alex I headed up stairs.

Alex's pov:

Damn everything was so fuzzy. And the carpet felt weird. I took out my phone and called Brenda.

"Hi."I said looking at her.

"Hey it's 11 pm why are you face timing me right now?"she asked looking at me.

"Really ? Why are you awake?"I said arching my brow.

"Point take."she said laughing.

"I always win."I said smirking. I put the phone down and walked over to my mini fridge. I opened it and smiled. Skate brought two big vodka bottles and two packs of beer each containing 24 beers.

I grabbed the pack and realized I didn't have a bottle opener. I looked around but got dizzy from spinning. I sat down and grabbed my phone.

"Where'd you go?"Brenda asked with a questioning look.

"To get this."I said holding up the pack of beers.

"No wonder your pupils are dilated." She said rolling her eyes.

"Yeah well. I thought you were gonna yell at me."I said trying to open a bottle with my hand. And I did.

"Not in the mood to lecture."she said eating chips.

"Why not? And hey I thought you were suppose to be with cam tonight."I said taking a drink of my beer.

"I thought you were suppose to be drunk."she said but it came out more like a question.

"I may be drunk but I'm not stupid. So why aren't you with him?"I asked looking at her.

"Because we were on our date and a girl stopped us and asked for a picture with cam and I don't mind I mean he loves his fans. And I love that he loves his fans. And then she started flirting. And I'm use to it. You know girls flirting with him. But he usually does something about it. And this time he didn't and he even flirted back with her. And then to top it off I went to go buy a pretzel from across the street came back and he didn't even notice. And they kept talking so I just left. Haven't talked or seen him since."she said eating more chips.

"When was this?"I asked looking at her.

"Like a week ago."she replied like it was nothing.

"Your kidding me. A week ago?!"I shouted.