Complicated

Chapter 13

Alex's pov:

I knocked on his door.

"Come in."he said. I opened the door. I turned around to look at him. His room wreaked of weed and alcohol. His eyes were blood shot. He was holding a vodka bottle in the other hand. And it was half way finished. Wow so this is how I looked like to other people minus the blood shot eyes.

Wow just wow. We started talking and we started pouring out our feelings. He was right we were terrible at expressing our feelings to one another. It was both of our faults really.

He looked down at his hands and I got cold. The wind blew in and I was only wearing a tank top and pajama shorts. I shivered and Jack looked up. I rubbed my arms to keep warm but it wasn't cutting it.

Jack got up and walked to his dresser. He got out a shirt and pulled me up. He covered me with it and I just put my arms threw the sleeves. I looked down at the shirt and realized it was another of his flannels. I looked up at him and smiled.

"What?"he asked smiling at me.

"Do you realize this is the second time you have let me borrow one of your flannels?"I said looking at him.

"You always look better in my cloths than I do anyway."he replied smirking.

"Okay."I said rolling my eyes at him.

"It's the truth. You could be wearing a pair of my boxers and one of my jerseys and you'd still look beautiful."he replied looking at me.

"Okay. Whatever you say gilinsky."I replied as I walked past him. He grabbed my wrist and turned me around. He grabbed me by my waist and pulled me closer to him. I stared at him. He kept one of his hands on my waist and the other on my cheek. He was making circles on my waist with his thumb. My breath hitch and he smirked. I scowled at him. He leaned in and kissed me.

I felt like I was gonna fall. No joke. I don't know if it was the alcohol or the smell of weed in the room but I kissed him back. I ran my fingers threw his hair. He smiled. He tasted like vodka and weed. But I didn't care. It felt like electricity was running threw my vain's.

He pushed me against the wall. And started planting kisses along my jaw line. Fucking asshole. That made my heart race faster. He kept making circles on my waist. It gave me goosebumps and I saw his smirk get wider.

"Shut up gilinsky."I said looking down at him but he just gave me an innocent smile. He continued to plant kisses on my jaw. He finally stopped. I thought it was over but I was wrong. He trailed kisses up towards my mouth and bit my lip.

"Damn you gilinsky."I replied. He just smirked. He affected me in a way no guy has ever affected me. He started kissing me and I kissed him back. The familiar taste of weed and alcohol were back but I didn't care. My hands were around his neck and his hands were on my waist.

They slowly started to get higher. His hands were on my ribs and I could feel his skin on mine. I grabbed his hair and kissed him hard. He brought me closer to him our stomachs were against each other's now. All I could remember was my shirt and his shirt that I was wearing on the floor and next thing you know we were naked.

Yup. Naked. God. He was on top of me and he opened his mouth.

"I love you."he replied looking at me.

"And I love pizza."I said rolling my eyes.

"I'm serious Alex."he replied looking at me.

"Your so shit faced Jack." I said looking at him.

"No I'll prove it. Tomorrow I'll tell you the exact same thing. And I'll be sober."he replied looking at me. My heart started racing. Damn.

"Sure you will Jack finnegan gilinsky."I replied rolling my eyes. He got off of me. And I relieved or else he would have felt how hard my heart was beating. He pulled me close to his and wrapped his arm around my waist. And we fell asleep.