Complicated

Chapter 10

Alex's pov:

After the intense confessions from Sam and Nate we parted ways. It was pretty awkward if I say do my self. I was bored out of my mind. I was still wearing my swim suit and jacks flannel. I had a guitar in my room. I walked over to it and grabbed. I played the first song that came to my mind.

"Little do you know how I'm breaking while you fall asleep.

Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories.

Little do you know I'm tryna pick my self up piece by piece.

Little do you know I need a little more time.

Underneath it all I'm had captive by the hole inside.

I've been holding back for the feel that you might change your mind.

I'm ready to forgive you but forgetting is the harder fight.

Little do you know I need a little more time."I stopped and put the guitar down. I buried my face in my hands. I had a headache just thinking about the conversation that happened not so long ago.

"Fuck my life."I groaned flopping onto my bed. My mind was racing with so many thoughts. Jack really thought skate had a thing for me? Why? He talked about me for a month? Jesus. Why does life have to be so complicated.

Damn he was complicated. Did he really get mad when the guys got near me? If he did he sure as hell didn't show it. That or I'm blind. Still he said he would rather sleep with a random girl. He basically humiliated me and Nate on live tv. Asshole. But he's nice and he has a pretty face. Ugh. I was pulled out of my thoughts when I heard a knock on the door.

"Come in."I said not even bothering to ask who it was.

"Hey."I heard a voice say. I didn't bother to look. I felt the bed dip besides me. Then I felt an arm wrap around my waist and pull me closer.

"What's wrong?"Nate asked looking at me.

"Life."I said sighing. Nate laughed at my answer.

"Yeah okay but what's wrong."he asked again.

"You want the truth?"I asked looking at him. He nodded.

"I don't even know anymore. I mean everything you guys said down there. It's it's just stuck in my head. I keep replaying it in my head over and over again. I mean Nate you know me. I do like Jack. But ugh it's just so complicated. And I don't know I-I just don't know. That's the problem. I'm so confused. One minute he's nice and then the next he's embarrassing me and you on live tv. And it just makes me wanna slap him. And then there's other times like today after we got out the hot tub and we were fine. And now I'm confused again."I replied burying my head in Nate's bare chest. He stroked my hair.

"I know lil mama. It'll all work out for its self. And hey we all want you guys to end up together. Even tough Sam and I flirt with you. Which we sometimes do to piss off gilinsky."he said laughing at theist part. I shook my head.

"You guys are such great friends."I replied rolling my eyes.

"We know."he replied smiling.

"Hey."he said looking at me.

"What?"I asked looking at him confused.

"Don't give up on him. Even if he is a dumbass."he replied kissing my forehead.

"Okay."I replied.

"Guys were a pain in the ass but we come around. Eventually."skate replied hugging me.

"That's good to know."I replied chuckling.

"By the way. Umm when you were singing. We were all listening."Nate replied looking at me with an innocent smile.