I don't know

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Yani POV (suprise people)

Ever since I saw Tywan with that girl I can't stop thinking about him. He made me happy and I just don't know. I'm the bad bitch all this crying and shit make me look weak. Thinking about him being sad and in my feelings. The worst part about it is he's not even thinking about my ass. I'm sitting here in my feelings crying and he fuckin some bitch. I can't believe that I'm sitting here mopping ova a nigga. This shit ain me at all maybe I do love him str8 talk.

I heard a knock downstairs at the door I looked at the clock it was 10:00 pm. Like really niggas who the fuck at my door. I didn't get up maybe they'll juhh leave I tried to go to sleep but they only banged harder. I groaned and got up

"HOL THE FUCK UP AND STOP BANGING ON MY DAMN DOOR MF" I opened the door and saw Tywan. I tried to shut the door but he put his foot between it.

"Move yo Damn foot Tywan for I break it" I said trynna push his foot out. He was stronger and pushed the door open and walked in.

"Look Yani I gotta talk to yuh" he tried to grabbed my arms but i moved back.

"Only my Fam and Friends call me Yani" he huffed and walked to me I tried to move but he grabbed me.

" listen I'm sorry Ight I wasn't thinking wen I said I ain wanna fuck wit yuh I ain mean nun of the Shit I Said yuh been riding for me since we was kids bruh I need yuh these other hoes out here juhh want wat I get yuh they wanna killer but yuh want me for me and I ain mean to lose my one and only rider besides my mom's I'm sorry Yaniana" he said that I was trying not to cry and oh I hate my name so much. I removed his hands from my arms.

"I don't know Tywan I been crying nonstop ova yuh I gave my heart to yuh and yuh juhh left me here ion know if I can trust yuh to stay wit me and only me yuh gotta give me time ion wanna get hurt no more yuh poring yo feelings out to me and making it harder for me wen yuh juhh come out the blue from making me feel like shit" I was nii crying in front of him and ion like crying in front of him or anybody. The only person that has seen he broke down was Kajai wen our dad died I cried and cried and he helped pick up the pieces. He may seem care free sometime but he a good brother and I love him.

Tywan only seen me cry a couple of times and always held me and told me it would be ok. He was there for me I was there for him. After all we been through it hurt wen he left me. We been through a lot and him leaving made me feel like I was shit.

He wiped me tears away and hugged me In a bear hug. " Look Yani I'm sorry Ight ma I ain mean to hurt yuh juhh forgive me ma please" I looked him in the eyes I took his hands from my face.

"I don't know Tywan but yuh sleep on the couch" I walked upstairs with tears still rolling down my face. I went in my room and got under the covers and silently cries myself to sleep. I juhh don't wanna get hurt again.

% next morning%

I woke up this morning feeling like my old self. I'm not giving him and easy shot either he gon have to work. I got out of bed and got in the shower I did all that other hygiene things. I thought of a good way to make him suffer i put on matching black lace pantie set from Victoria secrets. I put my hair in the messy bun he say he love so much and put the Chanel lotion N°5 he love me in. I gonna make him suffer big time.

I walked downstairs and saw him sitting on the couch talkin on the phone. I saw my phone on the coffee table I walked in and bent down slowly and grabbed my phone.

"Yea smoke lemme hit yuh up later" he hung up the phone and tried to grab my waist but I moved out the way and walked in the kitchen. With him following like a lost puppy

"Yuh want thus tongue in that pussy don't yuh" he said grabbing my waist. I moved a little rubbing against him u heard him groan. I kept doing it til I was on the counter top.

He started trying to pull my panties but I stopped him and moved towards the kitchen door. "I'm good I ain in the mood for that today" I walked out the kitchen

"FUCK" I heard him yell I heard the bathroom in the hallway slam shut. I started laughing and put some clothes on.

This gon be an interesting time for me.

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