Waking Up In Eartenia

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I died

How exactly?

By swallowing a damn piece of meat and choking when I saw 11 year old kids kissing. A damn rainbow kiss

And when I was having a coughing fit, a dumb stranger gave me a a fucking CPR

A. Damn. CPR!

I did not drown you asshole! Can someone enroll him at a nearby elementary?! He surely did not use even half of his stupid brain! I bet he only use 1% at that moment!

Thats not the worst. Who would have thought that this stranger is actually a stupid pervert? He did not only give me a CPR, but he also fucking kissed me

HE. KISSED. ME. WITH. TONGUE

The crowd that surrounds us did not help but watch and take a vid at the situation. HELP ME?! ANYONE?! THIS IS SEXUAL HARASSMENT!

It was the most disgusting way to die and it also shows how fuck up the world is

The vid of me dying in the arms of a stranger attempting to do a damn CPR must have gone viral by now. But hey, at least I am dead and free from my responsibility as a student

It sounds irresponsible and dependent but that is my life and perspective, I don't care about anyone else

Anyway. Where am I? I don't see nothing except the emptiness of the abyss surrounding me

I can see and feel my limbs, yet at the same time I could not move

I have my consciousness, yet all I could think of is my memories that I doubt have any importance

The memory of asking who my parents are to my caretaker at the orphanage only to receive a cold scolding

The memory of playing with the other orphans, then them ignoring me as we grew

The memory of going to school only to get minor bullies which I ignored and let them be

The memory of my feelings and emotions, growing numb and colder as if I am nothing but a stone

The memory of me falling once to the famous guy in my school and confessing but got rejected as expected

The memory of only feeling happiness at rare moments

Now that I thought of it...

... My life is very boring huh?

I continued to watch as those memories came, forcing me to watch it like in a movie theater as me the only person

I watch my life flashes, my sight focusing on the smiles on my face that undoubtedly is fake and practiced while my chest grew empty

Is this what they call that 7 minutes life flashing before your eyes when you are dying?

It's very unpleasant. If I would die I just wish it won't be like this

I don't even want to remember anything, or should I?

My life is very boring

I woke up, ate, went to school, came back home to tidy up the place, ate then slept

That cycle does not end. It just keeps on repeating without any signs of stopping

The bully still came, but it's still as minor as ever with only a few insults here and there but not too serious to the point I should report