𝑰𝑵 𝑳𝑶𝑽𝑬 𝑾𝑰𝑻𝑯 𝑨 𝑩𝑶𝒀 𝑭𝑹𝑶𝑴 𝑯𝑬𝑳𝑳

30- in the mix

" weh yuh mean him gi yuh di look?" Dejah questioned me as we sat inside the coffee shop having a conversation.

After Duijai dropped me home and went to the studio, dejah came by and offered a coffee date so i could give her all the tea about my meeting .

She couldn't believe i had ran into Shane again after seeing him in the lobby and keeps telling me its fate .

" well him alright enuh, him son is one years old what the hell mi a do deso? Pregnant and having to be a step mother to a young child " I sighed drinking my glass of water.

I have turned myself from drinking anything with caffeine or anything that could harm my baby.

The doctor appointment was rising up shortly, i just prayed that everything would be smooth and the father would actually be there unlike my father......

I slide my phone from the purse and texted Imani to see if everything was alright at her friends house and if she needed to go home .

Recently Ive let her go out and have fun but to always remember her place and never have too much fun.

My mother is trying to get a lawyer so I can't see my sister and she has to live with my mother and that  pedo.

" heyyy bookie juss mek sure enuh" i smiled then hung up placing the phone in my pockets.

Nervously i looked around trying to find the right words to tell dejah that Naj had slept with the same female she told me about .

But what if rajah had slept with her too and i was also being blind to the obvious. Whatever was bothering me needs to go away, dejah is happy and that would be selfish to be happy alone .

" sump' yuh wah seh? Cause yah stare pon mi " she nervously laughed and i felt choked up.

What if mi juss a get it wrong?

Maybe Him a tell lie?

What about Naj ? How does he feel knowing some shit like that guh dung...

" actually mi affi guh somewhere real quick, " i got up abruptly and grabbed my purse storming from the cafe.

I hailed a cab and got into the back as it drove down the road . Nevertheless i felt guilty to sit in her face after hearing about her Man sleeping with another female.

Incoming call Headache❤️‍🩹

Should i pick it up?

Or my guilty intentions would eat me alive.

He knew what was going on.... That's his sister's boyfriend and the person she trusted how could he not tell her .

Why was i stuck in the situation as a friend. How would she feel to hear some shitty ass excuse from me .

Decline.

That was the only thing that kept me from picking up the phone and swiping the button to answer.

I wasn't good at explaining or telling someone anything that's about them, it would quickly make me one of the person hiding things.

Sliding off the seat , i paid the driver and marched thru the big door and up the stairs pulling out the key card .

" hey!"

My head snaps in the direction to the left where the girl was approaching me slowly with a warm smile.

I quickly opened the door and dashed inside slamming my back against it .

I could hear ... feel her behind the door waiting for me to open it and apologize... but what should i say or ask?

I needed a break.

Snatching off my heels, i looked around the place finding myself on the couch... my mind began to feel empty...as i began to fade out .

Suddenly i felt the oxygen flowing from my body ..and i blacked out.

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Beep beep beep beep.

That's how her heart felt .... As if it was non stop to an ending.... Removing life itself from her soul.

" how is she?" Dejah asked with pleading eyes seeing her only friend taking oxygen by oxygen into her body.

Only if she knew whatever happened.... Things wouldn't end like that .

" it's just a minor breathing issue.... Will be fixed in no time" the doctor says trying his best to console her .

Naj stood at the opposite side of dejah watching her look over Shanti.

He felt fucked up .... Knowing exactly what had went down ... rajah wasn't even present st the hospital rather than to call and say he was performing at some event.

" bredda fuck!" He groaned getting up off the bench walking towards the white door.

Dejah wiped her tears following behind him until he turns the corner.

" can tell me what happened to u?" She asked still mentioning about the possibility of him cheating.

" nav nothing fi explain..... already tell yuh mi mind enuh... suh whatever yuh wah pree" he says leaning against the wall.

How could a man be so nonchalant? And obviously forgetting who he was even dating.

" suh wah mi a fucking toy? Not because yah celebrity means seh mi fi dash weh mi pride and accept the fact yah fuck other people " she shouts.

" mi fucking touch di girl an yah mek noise ... mi nuh fi touch har or uno ago have problems clearly yuh caah accept seh is a music video" he tried to explain.

" then what are we?"

" yah mi oman and mi rate yuh " he sigh's reaching out to touch her but she quickly snatched her arm storming back to the room.

Ashanti slowly opens her eyes seeing dejah standing next to her wiping tears. For a moment she thought he had told her about the allegations but that wasn't the case.

" thank god yuh alright " she cried hugging into her.

" mi sorry" Ashanti mumble.

" fi wah girl? Mi sure everything ago be fine " she smiles thru the pain hugging her best friend harder.

If only she knew the truth was right infront of her face.