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If you place yourself somewhat close to raw emotions,
where you exposed to
violence and death,
instincts and desires,

you can brush against man's true nature. I thought thay way I could find a reason to live somehow.

Dazai Osamu

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#ᵢₙcₗᵤdₑ <ₐₗgₒᵣᵢₜₕₘ>
#ᵢₙcₗᵤdₑ <ᵢₒₛₜᵣₑₐₘ>
#ᵢₙcₗᵤdₑ <ᵢₜₑᵣₐₜₒᵣ>
#ᵢₙcₗᵤdₑ <ₙᵤₘₑᵣᵢc>
#ᵢₙcₗᵤdₑ <ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ>

ᵢₙₜ ₘₐᵢₙ₍₎
{
    ₛₜd::ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ> fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ₍₁₀₎;
    ₛₜd::ᵢₒₜₐ₍fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎, ₀₎;

    ₛₜd::ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ> ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ;
    ₛₜd::cₒₚy₍fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎,
              ₛₜd::bₐcₖ_ᵢₙₛₑᵣₜₑᵣ₍ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ₎₎;
// ₒᵣ, ₐₗₜₑᵣₙₐₜᵢᵥₑₗy,
//  ₛₜd::ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ> ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ₍fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₛᵢzₑ₍₎₎;
//  ₛₜd::cₒₚy₍fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎, ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎₎;
// ₑᵢₜₕₑᵣ wₐy ᵢₛ ₑqᵤᵢᵥₐₗₑₙₜ ₜₒ
//  ₛₜd::ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ> ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ ₌ fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ;

    ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << "ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ cₒₙₜₐᵢₙₛ: ";

    ₛₜd::cₒₚy₍ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎,
              ₛₜd::ₒₛₜᵣₑₐₘ_ᵢₜₑᵣₐₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ>₍ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ, " "₎₎;
    ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << '\ₙ';

    ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << "ₒdd ₙᵤₘbₑᵣₛ ᵢₙ ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ ₐᵣₑ: ";

    ₛₜd::cₒₚy_ᵢf₍ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎,
                 ₛₜd::ₒₛₜᵣₑₐₘ_ᵢₜₑᵣₐₜₒᵣ<ᵢₙₜ>₍ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ, " "₎,
                 []₍ᵢₙₜ ₓ₎ { ᵣₑₜᵤᵣₙ ₓ % ₂ !₌ ₀; }₎;
    ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << '\ₙ';

    ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << "ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ cₒₙₜₐᵢₙₛ ₜₕₑₛₑ ₘᵤₗₜᵢₚₗₑₛ ₒf ₃: ";

    ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.cₗₑₐᵣ₍₎;
    ₛₜd::cₒₚy_ᵢf₍fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.bₑgᵢₙ₍₎, fᵣₒₘ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ.ₑₙd₍₎,
                 ₛₜd::bₐcₖ_ᵢₙₛₑᵣₜₑᵣ₍ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ₎,
                 []₍ᵢₙₜ ₓ₎ { ᵣₑₜᵤᵣₙ ₓ % ₃ ₌₌ ₀; }₎;

    fₒᵣ ₍cₒₙₛₜ ᵢₙₜ ₓ : ₜₒ_ᵥₑcₜₒᵣ₎
        ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << ₓ << ' ';
    ₛₜd::cₒᵤₜ << '\ₙ';
}

{#cᵣₑₐₜₑ'

Where am I?

Who am I ?

Everything is going to be all right

Huh?

You need to live, your mind is in ruins

Live? What that's mean?

But why?

You have to

But; I am not afraid to die.
Why can't I go to sleep? Why are you talking to me? Who Am I?

You can't die, you're not human.
You must fear the death like human. You must want something like a human.
That's what nonhuman is, the opposite.

Of what?

Of something

Now, It is you time to wake up

No, wait!

Why do I have to?
Why I can't just stop?
Why do you force me? I'm scared.
They said I don't know how to act like one of them. I'm scared.

Because this is how it was created

I don't understand

And you won't,
unless you will become human

You just said-

You need to live.

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