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chapter 21.sthiti

"Everything is temporary here"a man said and he smiled remembering him

Flashback
"Everything is temporary darling "said inder that irked Ila
Ila:now stop inder it is getting enough
Inder:what darling I m temporary everybody is temporary kal ko mai tumhari life mei rhunga nhi rhunga who knows kal meri jagah koi aur hoga
Ila:now u stop nhi tou tumse tang ake avi hi tumhari jagah kisi aur ko le aungi
Inder:avi lao kal Lao meri jaan Everything is temporary
Ila got miffed and samrat smirked noticing the usual squabble between his parents.
"Ab kis topic pe jhagda ho rha"asked samrat
Inder:ab dekho beta Everything is temporary in this world tou iss fact pe tumhari ma gussa gyi
Ila:ab tum meri life mei temporary ho tou ye baat sunke mai tou gussa houngi hi na
"Galat kya bola"inder cuts
Samrat:dad u love mom,mom loves u so I must say u guys r permanent for each other
Inder:I always thought that but tunhari ma ke gujarne ke baad I started to think life is temporary. Haan pyaar tou mai Ila se krta tha lekin shadi Maine tumhare dadaji ke pasand ki larki se ki thi.Tou jab shadi hui tou muje laga ki love is temporary, fir tu hua tou laga ki u r also temporary coz usswakt mai tere dadaji ko chhorke kaam ke liye kahin aur chala gya tou jagah was also for temporary,fir tumhari ma chal basi tou her life was also for temporary fir mai kaam mei busy rhta tha aur Tera khyal rkne ke liye koi chahiye tha but Maine socha ki Tera khyal khud rakh lunga but phir muskil lagi tou thoughts r also temporary.infact my dad's thought was also temporary.phle Ila unhe pasand ni thi aur phir pasand aa gyi
Ila:inder daddy ji ko mai dheere dheere achhi lagi na
Inder:haan wo tumhare hath ka soup kha ke
Ila:soup kha ke nhi Meri koshis dekh ke
"Iss baat pe v jhagda"sighed samrat
Inder:haan tou hui na unki v thoughts temporary karwa di na shaadi unhone that's why beta Everything is temporary the place where u live is temporary, partner Is temporary infact the girls in ur life r temporary kisi ke gaal ache hai,kisi ki banh achhi hai,kisi ki tang achhi hai,kisi ki honth achhe hain

Ila glared at inder and kept quite.Samrat chuckled
"Main tou bas samja rha tha,example de rha tha ki the people in ur life is temporary aaj koi hai kal nhi,the place where u live is temporary, time Is temporary,job is temporary,colleagues, frnds all r temporary.even the things in ur life  do not exist permanently.They r temporary ab dekho ye ghari aaj hai kal nhi chalegi tou badal lenge,ye bhopu kal chal rha tha aaj band ho gya so everything is temporary
"Dad this is not bhopu, this is radio aap isey use nhi krte tou kya hua isey dadaji use krte the..."Samrat fumed
Inder:aur fir tu ispe gana suna krta tha pata hai...pata hai pata hai..mai tou bas ye keh rha tha ki everything is temporary.so don't think that u own anything everything is provided to us by the sake of destiny"

Flashback ends
"Dad is right ahh.. papa is right everything in life is temporary and thus gunjan in my life is also temporary.aaj hai kal nhi and thus I shldnt try to own her.but what I tried to do today that was wrong I just don't know how I get into the flow thanks to gunjan for making me come to my senses otherwise...something big cld have happened by me last night "he sighed closing his eyes sitting on the armchair.
"I think I shld sleep now"he said hopping on the bed.He closed his eyes and smiled thinking how he secretly kissed her and was about to make love.It was a kind of wierd for him that he brought a girl first time to his bed and that too a girl like gunjan.He had many girlfrnds in the past,he flirted with them a lot but he didn't brought anyone to the place where he sleeps.He got involved in the thought and started thinking what made him to do such things with gunjan and he got the answer from his heart.
The answer was "it's only her".She is a complex of smartness and beauty that cld drive anyone crazy.he wanted to resist himself from getting attracted towards her but everytime he found himself eye-ripping her from head to toe like a vagabond.her presence always made him to feel pleasurable and those moment from last night were so lovely for him.it was wierd but more than that he felt satiated when his Lips felt the touch of her smooth skin.His hormones were getting stronger and stronger thinking about those moments.He started breathing heavily when he remembered his body accidently  collapsed with hers and how it lead them to lightly massage each other's body.Those stuffs between them always made him to turn on and made him to desire more from her.He brought himself to his senses again
"M I mad wait I m a now bit away  from doing masturbating.oh god papa and mumma told me so many times that these all things cld destroy human.i m not a saint so how cld I stop myself how cld I divert my mind"he said getting irked on himself.He smiled looking at the flute that belonged to benji.He picked it and started playing it.