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chapter-28.missing things

Gunjan was shamefaced about herself.
She remembered the horrible day and started to cry.

Slowly slowly she isolated herself from vanraj and suman.They felt something wierd but they ignored the matters as they felt it is due to some other reason.

Few days passed like this and one day Suman rechecked the form which she filled online.
"Gunjan ye kya hai aisi galti tum theek ho na.tumhare naam aur date of birth ke alawa sabkuchh galat fill kiya hua hai.wo tou achha Hai ki mai yahan baithi hoon"suman Said.
Gunjan:mumma mai baad mei dobara bhar dungi
Suman:hmm aur baki ke Jo exams hain Jo Maine tumhe bataye the unn Sab ka v bhar dena.Par submit mat karna coz I need to check that filhaal khana table pe laga hua hai ake khalo
Gunjan:mai baad mei kha lungi aap khalo.muje thori padai krni hai
Suman:padai krni hai avi tou tumhare break ka time hai na.ek minute aise kaise chalega padhai karo lekin apne health ka dhyan v rakho,na kahin bahar ghumti ho,na baat krti ho kisise. Bas ghar ke ek room mei padi rhti ho,aise competition koi qualify krta hai
Gunjan:apko competition ke bare mein kya pata hai apne kitne competition diye hain ye batayiye. engineering, medical,ssc,upsc apne kitne competition diye hain.Kitna tough Hota hai,aur aap kabhi dudh haldi, dudh badaam le ke khari ho jati hain aur jati v nhi hain.upar se aap muje ghumne ko bolti hain arey aap ghumo na

Suman was left perplexed on gunjan's word.She never treated her this way.she quitely left from there leaving gunjan who felt abashed.
"Ye Maine kis Tarah se baat kiya ma se how cld i"she screeched

"Ye kya tha gunjan ne mujse kavi aise baat nhi ki.shayad koi baat hai jo wo mujse chhupa rhi hai.Baat kuchh aur padhai ke disturbance ki baat ho hi nhi skti "Suman thought to herself .
Few minutes latter she heard a knock on her door.she unlatched it and found gunjan with lunch.
"Aaj lunch sath mei kar lein"asked gunjan
Suman:nhi tumhare time waste ho jayenge.
Gunjan:mumma sorry
Suman:baat kya hai gunjan
Gunjan:wo study pressure jyada ho gya tha  tou unknowingly Maine aise react kiya
"Gunjan aise hi react nhi krti,study pressure tou ek bahana hai"she said to herself

Few days latter,Suman was doing all the arrangements for gunjan's examination.
"Achha suno tum dukaan ki chinta mat krna mai dukaan dekh lungi"she said
Vanraj:aur kya kya dekhogi
Suman:filhaal avi mai gunjan ki packing ko dekh ke ati hoon so side pls

Suman entered gunjan's room and found gunjan relaxed.
"Beta tumne packing nhi ki"she asked
Gunjan:packing...kahan ke liye
Suman:bhul gyi tumhare exam Hai parson tou aaj niklogi tabhi tou.ohh achha lao mai packing kar deti hoon sirf tu apna admit card,Adyar card,Kalam,thori book nikal ke rakh le aur muje apne kapde de de Jo tu pehnegi
Gunjan:mumma wo...
Suman:wo...kya wo koi baat hai
Gunjan:mumma mai ye exam nhi de skti
Suman got bewildered hearing gunjan
"Kya matlab"she asked
Gunjan:mai nhi de paungi
Suman:padhai tou tumne ki hai tou kyun nhi dena,tumne mehnat ki hai iske liye apne aap ki itni beizatti nhi karo.its okay agar iss exam mei nhi nikla tou agle baar nikal Lena,ya ho skta hai ki isi baar iske alwa kisi aur exam mei nikal jaye
Gunjan:ma mai padhte padhte thak chuki baar baar ek hi exam  mei appear hona it feels insulting
Suman:beta lekin iss baar Tera ho jayega koshis nhi karegi,ladegi nhi tou uss life journey ka maza kaisa.aur darne ki kya jrurat padai tou tumne ki hai haina
Gunan:aap muje apne aap pe kyun thop rhi hain
Suman:ye tum kya keh rhi ho
Gunjan:why r u being so kind to me.mat kijiye mujse pyaar coz I don't deserve this.kyun meri ma bani hui hain
Suman:beta aisa kuchh nhi hai
Gunjan:no...aisa hi hai.Mai tou apko chubhti hoon na tou ye upar se natak kyun.muje achha feel krwane ke liye.Nhi feel kar skti achha chuki mera haq hi nhi hai,Maine apke bete ko apse cheen liya.so how cld u behave gently with me.aur mai v thehri bewakoof apse pyaar ki aas lagayi baithi thi usse jisne meri wajah se apna iklouta bachha khoya hai
Suman:tu mera bachha nhi hai
Gunjan: aplog ki iss achhayi ke Layak nhi hoon mai.pls muje aur guilty feel mat krwayiye kahin guilt mei ake main apni jaan na lelun.Muje ye zindagi jeeni hai wo v ghut ghut ke