𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑 𖤓
"𝐖𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐬,
𝐋𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭."
When many fandoms come together into one book filled with many oneshots. All you're favorite characters in one place and it's as simple a...
𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐎𝐃 𝐈𝐍 𝐘𝐎𝐔𝐑 bathroom, having a mental breakdown. That's what you decided to do at 2:39AM instead of sleeping, it's what you do every night instead of sleeping. That is if you don't pass out from exhaustion on your bed. But even then you don't get a good sleep, your nights are full of nightmares and crying.
All you can see is him. You always turn around, expecting him to be there for a hug or a simple peck on the lips. But he's not. And he won't be ever again.
"𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙤𝙣𝙡𝙮 𝙩𝙞𝙢𝙚 𝙄 𝙚𝙫𝙚𝙧 𝙨𝙚𝙚 𝙝𝙚𝙧..."
As you get up from sitting on your bathroom floor, you slightly slip, but manage to catch yourself. The lights were off, the faint hue of your lamp on the bedside table can be seen from the bathroom.
You turn to see how disheveled your state is, putting both of your hands onto the edge of the sink. You didn't look to bad tonight. Your mom wouldn't notice thankfully, she had already been worried about your mental health adisplay, you didn't want her worrying about you more than needed.
"𝙄𝙨 𝙬𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙨𝙝𝙚'𝙨 𝙗𝙚𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙙 𝙢𝙚 𝙞𝙣 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙞𝙧𝙧𝙤𝙧."
Suddenly, and by that I mean very suddenly, a flicker of movement behind you caught your eye. You turned around, just too find nothing.
Turning back to the mirror to make sure you're alright to go to bed, you suddenly get startled by a figure in the mirror. One that's easy for you too make out. Justin. Only, it wasn't the Justin you knew and loved, his face was torn off, leaving the muscles of his face on display, his lifeless eye never leaving you.
One of his eyes are missing, you could clearly see that, he looked just the same as he did when you and Trent found him at that pond. You could see his teeth, part of him that he took pride in, though he mostly took pride in his face. He loved how he looked, just a bit more than he loved you, though you didn't mind.
"𝙀𝙫𝙚𝙣 𝙛𝙧𝙤𝙢 𝙖 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙣𝙘𝙚, 𝙄 𝙘𝙖𝙣 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧 𝙝𝙚𝙧..."
You could see his jaw moving a bit, as if he was trying to talk to you, maybe something about him missing you? You could only hope.
"𝙏𝙧𝙮 𝙩𝙤 𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙣,"
You tried to make out what he was saying, maybe by reading his mouth movements? But without his lips that was a bit hard to do. Eventually you have up.
