The Furthest is Beside You (intersex)

109. Encounter in the Rain

109 Encounter in the Rain

　　"So at that time I knew I couldn't be so selfish... I said I had to be strong..."

　　"I'm not alone anymore, I have a baby with me, I should be happy... Even if he is really a deformed baby and a fool, I will love him... Even if his body is the same as mine... I will tell him that it doesn't matter, as long as you live like a boy, why bother about those things..."

　　Yes, live like a boy and why bother about those things, such a familiar sentence, the man once said this to him. Thinking back to when they first made love, the man was very considerate and entered him from behind, it was she who seduced him and gave him the front. Lin Wenxi covered her face in embarrassment, tears fell from inside, and were washed away with the rain.

"Mom... I feel so shameless... What should I do..."

　　"I don't hate him at all, I still love him so much, but he doesn't want me anymore... I really hope that my future baby can look like him, at least I can feel that he really appeared in my life..."

　　"Mom... I finally understand how you got through it before... Was I very naughty when I was a child... I always asked where your dad was, and when I asked you angrily, you always hit me with tears, saying that dad didn't want us anymore, that I didn't have a dad, and I didn't ask where dad was anymore. Later, when I grew up, I didn't dare to ask anymore, because I knew that I really didn't have a dad... Mom, I'm sorry, I didn't know that asking such a question would make you so sad. If the baby asks me this question in the future, what should I do... I'm really scared..." Lin Wenxi covered her face and sobbed softly, "He has no mother and no father. If one day he knows that I gave birth to him, will he think I'm a monster..."

　　Thinking that it would be his own child who called him like this in the future, Lin Wenxi felt a little uncomfortable. He was saying this to himself, but there was no response from all around, only the sound of rain. Lin Wenxi stood up and wiped the tears from his face. The rain was getting heavier. He knew that he had a baby in his belly. If he caught a cold, it would be very troublesome. So he couldn't let himself be willful. So Lin Wenxi said goodbye to his mother and hurried down the mountain.

　　While walking, the rain was getting heavier. Occasionally, there were a few lightning strikes and rumbling thunder. Lin Wenxi was scared and had to speed up. The sky had become a little dark, and the road under his feet became very slippery. Lin Wenxi had to be very careful not to fall. He returned to the door of his house in such an embarrassing way. His hair and body were wet. When he took out the key to open the door, he vaguely saw a person in the dark corridor.

　　Time seemed to stand still. Lin Wenxi just stared at the man blankly, and even rubbed his eyes in disbelief. Was it because he missed him too much? He actually had such an illusion!

　　"Xiaoxi." It was not until the man's pleasant voice came that Lin Wenxi woke up from his dream. He pinched himself and found that he was really not dreaming!

I had imagined countless times that I might see that man again, but I never expected that it would be in such an embarrassing situation.

　　"Boom---" Another loud thunder roared, and Lin Wenxi was so frightened that she trembled all over. Without looking at Li Yan, she opened the door and rushed into the house, locking the door. The person who was left outside was smiling bitterly. Yes, I was the one who drove him away at the beginning. Could I still expect him to pay attention to me? Li Yan felt guilty and still felt uncomfortable. Today's situation was caused by himself, and he couldn't blame anyone. Thinking of this, the wound seemed to hurt more. In the dark, Li Yan looked at the mud on the ground and couldn't help frowning. Where did this little guy come back from? He was still wet all over. What if he caught a cold? !

　　Lin Wenxi leaned against the door in a daze, without even changing his wet clothes, letting the rain slowly drip around him and form a pool. Why did he come here? ? And if he was not mistaken, the man was also wet. Where was his car? He remembered that he did not see his car when he came in, so why didn't he bring an umbrella? Aren't you afraid of catching a cold after getting so wet? Lin Wenxi, who was worried about Li Yan, did not realize that he was also soaked. Compared with the man, he should be more worried about himself.

The man just wanted to come and see for a while, right? Maybe he will disappear early tomorrow morning. Or maybe he didn't need to be early in the morning. He locked the door without asking him to come in. He should have left now, right? Thinking of this, Lin Wenxi felt lost, but still resisted opening the door. He was afraid that if he saw the man, he would cry. He was afraid that if he saw him, he would never want to leave him again... Why did he come... Did he want to tell him to get out of this city in person? Was he angry because he refused to leave last time? But he just... He clearly called himself Xiaoxi... Lin Wenxi felt his eyes were sore again.

After standing for a long time, there was no knock on the door. Lin Wenxi felt uncomfortable in his heart. It was not until a chill hit him that he realized that if he didn't take a hot bath, he would really catch a cold. So he hurried into the bathroom, took a bath and changed into clean clothes. After coming out, he sat on the bed in a daze. Did the man leave? If he didn't knock on the door, he must have left, right? Did he not have an umbrella? It was raining so hard and thundering all the time. He was so wet. What if he really didn't leave and caught a cold? Someone would come to pick him up, right? Lin Wenxi thought about it. The man always called the wind and rain. He didn't need to drive to call and someone would come immediately. And there was no need for him to stand outside his door and not leave, right? Lin Wenxi suddenly felt that her worries should be unnecessary. Then why did he come here? It was impossible for the man to come to see her because he was already married... Then he could only come to make her leave, but why did he choose this kind of weather? He hasn't driven yet? Lin Wenxi thought more and more confused, so she simply covered her head with a quilt to stop thinking about it.

While touching her belly, Lin Wenxi made a cup of hot milk and drank it. The rain outside had not stopped, and there were thunders. It was late autumn and it would soon be early winter. Lin Wenxi suddenly thought of a folk saying, "One autumn rain brings one cold." It should be very cold after the rain, and the temperature has been dropping. Is the man still outside? Lin Wenxi felt very nervous, but every time she walked to the door, she didn't have the courage to open it. If he was still there, he would call her, right? It was so quiet outside, he might have left long ago. Lin Wenxi lowered her head with some sadness. But... if he didn't leave... it's so cold outside...

Writer's words: Mr. Li appeared >< Thank you for voting...

Give me strength~ Chew~ Today we have a test on Mao Zedong Thought... We just memorized the answers to the entire test paper and took the test = = Pu I feel like I am reciting the test paper, writing it down = = Tomorrow we will take the most annoying modern Chinese test, woo woo, who will save me T^T