The walking headache

Boo

Chris
We were getting ready to go on. Ricky said so is anybody else nervous as fuck considering everyone just said fuck Chris Motionless. Vinny said uh yeah. The lights went out people stared booing. I said fuck my life. This is about to be actual hell. We walked on stage behind the curtain. I grabbed the microphone. The girls stood on the speakers. They started playing sign of life. The curtain dropped. I said one, two, three bang em. I started head banging. Nobody was vibing to the music at all.

It's starting again, 'cause I let you in
This seed I've sown
Create to condemn, replace to relive
Despite its growth

(Am I unknown?)
Spinning out of control
I bury it till I choke
On ashes scarring my throat

You fall away into the light
Where numbness and pain are synchronized
If there's a grave behind my eyes
Then how do the dead find a, find a sign of life?

Trapped in a maze in my mind and it's toxic
I'll scratch my nails through this coffin
Wasting away in the dark's not an option, not an option, not an option
I'll scratch my nails through this coffin

Too far away to cut the ties
Where numbness and pain are synchronized
If there's a grave behind my eyes
Then how do the dead find a, find a sign of life?
(Find a sign of life)

Bare your soul
Bare your soul (It's starting again, I won't let you in)
(A world unknown)

I looked over at Ricky. Ricky mouthed this shit sucks.

You fall away into the light
Where numbness and pain are synchronized
If there's a grave behind my eyes
Then how do the dead find a, find a sign of life?

So pull me close and twist the knife
And drag me to Hell with Heaven's lies
If there's a grave behind my eyes
Then how do the dead find a, find a sign of life?
(Find a sign of life)

Trapped in a maze in my mind and it's toxic
I'll scratch my nails through this coffin
Wasting away in the dark's not an option, not an option, not an option

I said we are called motionless in white. How's everyone doing out there tonight?! People booed me. I said I get everyone's pissed at me right now. I know I did a shitty thing. But let's have a good time tonight. This next song is called slaughterhouse.

20 minutes later
Justin tapped on my shoulder and pointed side stage. I looked over and saw Evan, Liv and Cam. Liv was pointing her phone at me and flipping me off. She said fuck you. People started chanting fuck you and booing me. I looked at Ricky. Ricky said ignore them. I said this next song is called fools gold.

I won't let you burn me, cheat and destroy me
Bleed and exploit me, then preach of your loyalty
If only your heart was as honest as your lust for a profit
You'll see what you threw away

You're selling fool's gold
Get what you give
See through the blindfold
Beneath the skin

Now you're playing with fire
It's never gonna stop
Climb higher and higher to be on top
Tell me, friend, is it fully becoming the enemy
Your castle's burning down

You see yourself a victim, distorting the rhythm to chase the crown
Preying on misfortune, you tell the tale of idle common ground

You're selling fool's gold
No, I didn't see
See through the blindfold
See through the roles that you play

Now you're playing with fire
It's never gonna stop
Climb higher and higher to be on top
Tell me, friend, is it fully becoming the enemy
Your fantasy is falling down

There will come a day with no one left to sing your song
And in the end, no one will mourn you when you're gone
No one will mourn you when you're gone

Deceiver
Greed is a fever
Betrayal is cheaper
You're starting to crack
(Knife in my back)
You're crossing your fingers
The joke of you lingers
You're starting to crack
And now you can't buy it back

Still playing with fire
You're never gonna stop
No sense of remorse or an afterthought
Watch you hang from the rope as you reach out your hand to me
Erase the memories

Still playing with fire
You're never gonna stop
No sense of remorse or an afterthought
Erase the memories

I hear your voice but know not your face
What once was meaningful has all but faded away

I said we have time for one more song and then we'll let ice nine kills come on. People cheered. This last song has been heavy on my mind and soul the past few days. I looked over at Liv and said Olivia I'm so very sorry I hurt you and betrayed you. I started tearing up. I said I know I don't deserve to be forgiven for the pain and trauma I've made you experience but I do hope one day you could possibly forgive me. I know it won't be anytime soon. But I do hope eventually you'll give me the time to explain my actions and why I lied to you your whole life. I started crying. I said fuck. Talitha walked over and rubbed my back. I wiped my eyes and said but believe me when I say I feel like absolute shit for doing it and I know I should've taken responsibility, told you the truth and raised you as my daughter. Instead of me passing you off as my sister. I'm so fucking sorry Olivia. I know you don't believe me but I do love you. Liv ran away. Ryan walked over and said you good? I took a deep breath. I pointed the microphone down and said let get this shit over with before I breakdown. The girls walked off stage. I said this last song is called masterpiece. I started singing....