I loved you in secret - walter x henry (young royals)

All this shit is new to me

Tw:panic attack

Walter

The feeling of bright light against my eyelids woke me up. I sat up, leaned on my elbows behind my back, opened my eyes and immediately regretted it when I felt the brightness hurt in my head. I let my head fall fully back against the pillow, that's when I heard someone grumble quietly next to me. I turned around to look who would be in my bed and there was Henry laying next to me.

I was confused for a second until all the memories from yesterday came flooding back to my mind: Us leaving the party, Henry taking a step too close to me, us kissing in the woods, running back to our dorm holding hands, more kissing, laying down in Henry's bed, even more kissing, probably until we fell asleep.

My whole body turned around to face Henry. The sun was making his whole body radiate, his chest was rising and falling steadily, his eyes were closed looking peaceful and every part of my body that was touching him was burning from happiness, making me feel electrified. I felt myself blushing just from the knowledge that I am able to see him like this now, it is what I hoped for since I first met Henry at the end of august.

He was so kind to me from the beginning and he was the first person(and to be honest until now one of the only people) that I became really close with at this school. Henry was so thoughtful.

On the first day, he already asked me to come with him to the leisure space even though he already knew some people here whom he could've asked as well.

And Henry looks so good. The way his hair fell into his face again after he combed it back, the way his deep blue eyes brightened whenever he heard someone talk about an artist he likes and the way he started blushing lightly whenever someone complimented him, even if it was the tiniest little compliment. This boy became so important to me over the last couple of weeks and I couldn't imagine being at this school without him here.

This moment with Henry now felt so unreal. I could lay here for hours just watching him sleep and it would be all I ever need. I would want to hug him the whole time but I was way too scared that I would scare him, if I would touch him now, so I just kept looking at him.

After some time, Henry was lightly stirring up and turning himself in the bed a bit. He rubbed his eyes, turning his body to my side and slowly opened his eyes looking directly into mine.

"Good morning."I smiled at him, feeling like the luckiest person on earth.

"Good morning."Then he pressed a soft kiss on my lips and let his face stay close to mine afterwards. I looked deep into the blue of his eyes, put my hands each on one of his cheeks and pulled his face under my chin. I slid one of my hands through his strawberry-blonde hair, while my other hand was softly stroking his cheek.

Henry put his arms around my body pulling us impossibly close to each other.

"Thank you"He whispered against my chest.

"For what?"I wondered, pulling a bit away from him to look at his face.

"For everything"He looked up at me and gave me another peck on my lips.

"Always"

We stayed in bed like this for a while, not knowing how much time we will have until breakfast starts but not really caring about it either. To be honest, I wouldn't even care if we would accidentally miss breakfast. But of course, Henry would remember it and he wouldn't miss breakfast for anything, it's his favourite meal of the day

"Hey"he nudged his chin against me,"I think we need to get to breakfast soon"

"Nooo"I groaned displeased, letting my head fall back against the pillow.