RedCollar Series #3: Crest Elijha Aviala (COMPLETED)

Chapter 9 Let It Aside.

I was all alone, with heavy heart and teary eyes, I pray.

'My father please forgive me to what I sin, forgive me if I let the lust ate my whole body and mind, forgive me.' I burst in tears, I am a woman of faith a woman of God, yet I let this happened to ms,how unforgivable I am.

I wiped my tears and calm my self.

Im so hungry, yet I don't want to go out of my room, because that man keep making my head hot.

I rest my body at the soft mattress of the bed, sighed heavily, and fell asleep.

I woke up, because of sound that came from my room, the opening of the door, I looked around and saw nothing, but a paper bag and tray of food beside my bed, in the table., may note pang nakadikit.

'Eat if you want.'

I reached for it, and it makes me smile.

The donuts, tumunog tuloy ang tiyan ko at nanakam, theres also a fresh milk and buttered shrimp and garlic rice in the tray.

Wow, does he know how to cook? I reached for it too, and take a bite.

Damn! So good.

Ano kayang pumasok sa kukute ni master at gumawa ng ganito?

After eating all the foods, I took a shower.

"Paano kaya ako makakaalis ng hindi nya nalalaman?" Pag kausap ko sa sarili.

I put a red lipstick and breath heavily.

Dahan dahan akong bumaba sa unang palapag ng bahay, I saw no one, I walked without making any noise, and keep looking at my back, baka mamaya nasa likuran ko na sya.

"What are you doing?" Napamulagat ako ng bigla syang sumulpot sa harapan ko, kaya pala wala sya sa likod, dahil nasa harap na sya.

He raised his left eyebrow.

"Walking." I answered.

"Did you ate the food?"

"Yes," I seat on the nearest chair I saw.

"Bawal kang lumabas, tell me what you want, I will give it to you, wag ka lang lumabas ng bahay na ito."

"Araw, gusto ko ng araw, pati bwan gusto ko." I said sarcastically.

"Ohh that's easy, look at the window, and you will see want you want." Nangunot ang noo ko.

"I don't want to see it, I want to have it, master." I replied back.

He smick playfully.

"Sure, you want it, then you got it."

He fixed his polo and comb his hair using his fingers.

"Stay here, I have a important meeting tonight, and I don't want to see you outside this house, understand me?" He said full of authority and walks near me, I can feel my heart beat, beatingnso fast, nakakakaba ang boses nya pero hindi ko pinahalata yun.

"Take care master." I said, and wink to him, his eyes darkened.

"I got to go." He took his jacket and leave.

"What should I do now?" I asked my self, I tried to look for a broom, nagwalis ako kahit walang wawalisan, nagdilig ako na halaman kahit gabi na, I don't freaking know what to do!

Tinatansya ko ang oras, but I remember tito Xander put a mini phone in my dress.

I quikly go to my room and look for it, it's been passed nine pm, yet he's still not home.

I texted tito Xander if we could meet, but he respose that I should goto his house, so I fixed my self, and will go there, babalik naman ako.

I just want to ask him some questions.

Palinga linga pa ako sa labas ng bahay, trying to look for a taxi, luckily may nasakyan ako.

Mabilis lang akong nakaratin doon.

"Good evening tito Xander." I greeted him as he open the dood for me.

"Pasok ka." Walang pasintabi na akong naupo sa couch nila.

"Tito, why does master Crest keep saying na hindi daw ba ako naguguilty na pinahamak ko ang parents, bestfriend and cheated on my boyfriend?!" I exclaimed to him.

I heard him sighed.

"Hija, that man still doesn't know that he's siding a criminal, that put him in danger, so if he found out that you're there to help and report to me, he will do everything to get revenge to that man, and I won't let him do that, ako ang magpaparusa sa kanya, I know that before he tamed you, he will do a background check, thats why I sabotaged it, with that informations."

Naiwang nakanganga ang bibig ko, like what?

I closed my eyes and opened it again.

"Kamusta na po sila muds at puds?" Tanong ko.

"Kakauwi lang nila sa kanila hija, hindi ka na nahintay, inaaktok na daw yung kapatid mo." I smiled.

"Ano sabi nyo tito?"

"Edi sinabi ko yung pinapagawa ko sayo-"

"What?!" Napatayo at napasigaw ako, napatawa naman sya.

"Hija, bago kita nilapitan alam na ng tatay mo ang intensyon ko sayo, nagpaalam ako." Napakamot ako ng ulo.

"Sige po pala tito." I said, feeling so tired.

"Sige hija, umuwi ka na, baka mahuli ka nya pa." Tinanguan ko sya bago oumabas ng bahay nya, I was so quiet standing infront of his door house, when I turned around I saw the church I used to go, with heavy heart, I entered that.

Bigla ay may naramdaman akong bumagsak na luha sa mata ko.

I kneeled down, and pray.

'Im so sorry.' I said in my mind feeling so guilty, 'Im so sorry for letting my lust win over me, Im so sorry that I gave myself to the man I don't love,' hindi ko nga ba sya mahal?

'Please forgive me to what I have done and will be done, forgive me.' I heard my self crying, forcing my voice to go in the low tone, gladly there's no person inside.

'Sorry, Im so sorry, I know what I have done is unforgivable.' I cried in silence, Im not even married to that did.

With my two hands, holding together, I rest there my head, I want to take a break, for even a little time.

I woke up, the sun is facing my face, nasisilaw tuloy ako, napabalikwas ako ng bangon, at napatingin sa paligid ko.

Oh no! Im in my own room, ang lakas lakas ng tibok ng puso ko, at mas lalong nadagdagan ang lakas ng tiboo niyon, ehen the door opened and show me the person standing there, holding a tray of foods.

"Your awake." I forced to smile.

"H-hi." ay tanga!

He raised his left eyebrow and put the tray beside my bed.

"Sit." He commanded, I did it. "Explain yourself, before you eat." With my hands shaking at my back.

"Ahm..." I lost words " A-ano?" Utal kong naging saad." Inirapan nya ako.

"I found you in a church, what are you doing there?"

"Ah, nagdasal ako." I whispered.

"You go out from this house." He added, that makes my eyes teary.

"I-im sorry m-master." I apologized, he lean my chin up, glad he did not grip it.

"Palalagpasin ko itong ngayon, but Don't. Do. It. Again." He said full of authority that makes my body shivered, I nodded my head as an answer to him.

"Fixed yourself first, then eat your food."