RedCollar Series #3: Crest Elijha Aviala (COMPLETED)

15 Confession

I woke up in a late night feeling so hungry, and the first person I saw is Master Crest.

Tutok na tutok sya sa kanyang laptop.

Umismid ako para kunin ang atensyon nya.

"Hey, baby you're awake, please sit here." Pinagbuhat pa nya ako ng bangko, and under the table is a tray with foods and drink.

Nang makaupo ako ay napakurap kurap pa ako, did he ready all of this?

"Master? What with your sudden change?" I can't stop myself from asking it, simula ng maka punta kami rito ay nag iba sya.

The dangerous and toxic Crest turned into a not so soft bread, yet became so kind, caring and mostly gentle.

"You should eat first, I didn't bother waking you up, you seem so tired Melody." He didn't answer my question.

I pouted my lips, and started eating the food.

"How was it?"

I smiled. "Delicious!" I said happily, masarap naman talaga, the beef is tender while the vegetables are half cook, ganito ang gusto ko sa kare-kare.

A big of blushed came to his face.

"Really? I cooked that." He exclaimed, I chuckled a bit he looked like a kid who just won a piece of lollipop.

After eating the food, silence eat us.

I bit my lips, I do really want to have a conversation tomhim but Im afraid that I maybe crossing the line of the contract I want to know him more.

That's make me saddened.

"I know that you have build a feelings with me." He whispered not looking at me, my started to beat fastly, Im nervous.

"I don't want to make any assumptions but I can feel you Melody, when I told you that no string attached I mean it."

My heart ached for what he said.

"O-okay, I-i will get rid of it." I muttered, nangingilid ang luha sa mga mata ko.

"No please, don't get rid of it, because I will admit it Melody I, myself didn't follow my own rules."

I am shocked to what he just said, so thats mean-

"Yes baby, we have the mutual feelings, but I want to apologize in advance if I couldn't just continue reprocicate my feelings towards you." He looked at my eyes, with a glint of disappointment and sadness.

"I-its okay, I understand, at least you feel my love right?" I chuckled awkwardly. "I love you." I confessed.

"I love you the same, but Im not yet ready, please bare with me." He hold my hands, ang mga mata ay nagsusumamo.

How can you say that you love me if you're still chasing the other girls heart.

You just cried to me awhile ago.

Are you playing with my feelings?

"I-im sorry master, but since I didn't obey your rules, aalis na ba ako?" I stood up, and take my bag.

Yet before I could reach for the door, he locked it.

"Walang aalis." He said again with a voice full of authority, Im hurt because I dont know what is true.

How can he love me, if hes still inlove with someone.

Why cant I leave? Maybe hes still not done with me?maybe the love hes talking about is in bed.

Tangina!

I sighed heavily.

"Im sorry for my sudden confession master, I take a sleep now again, hope you forget about what happened tonight."

I woke up with a voice hammering my head.

"Melodyyyyyyyyy!"

One of my fortunate morning is ang magising pa ako ng si Tasha ang bumubungad sa akin.

Mostly I feel na kahit gising ako basta si Tasha ang kaharap ko ay binabangungot ako.

"Ang aga mo, my heart is still aching for pain." Napangiwi naman sya sa sinabi ko.

"Anong drama yan te, alam mo you shouldn't backtab me, we should be bestie!" What's with this woman right now, shes a hype.

"Come on!" Pwersahan nya pa akong hinaltak patayo sa kama. "What's wrong with you?" Her voice change when he notice that Im not in the mood.

She sat down beside me in the bed.

"Are you okay-"

"No."

"Aww, LQ kayo ng master mo?" I side eye her.

"He said that he loves me too-"

"Bwanakangshemsss!!! Omo! Omg!" Nagtatalon ito sa kilig.

"But he added that hes still not ready-"

"Gagu sya!" Malalim akong bumuntong hininga.

"Ayaw kong manghimasok sainyo, dahil ayaw mo rin naman na makialam ako, pero sana naman, kung mah nararamdaman pa kayo sa isa't isa, give it a try again, you knew that I have a feelings for him, at yokong maging taga salo nya lang pag binigawan mo sya, I know my worth Anastasia. " May diin kong sinabi, confusion is drawn to her face, she looked like she drowning at those words I have said.

"Huh?"

Masama ko syang tinignan, ang haba ng sinabi ko, hindi nya pa naintindihan.

" Melody-"

"Goodmorning girls." Erwin suddenly enter our room, "please join us eat the breakfast down there." He smiled widely and nodded his head to me.

"Hoy! Wag mo syang nginingitian!" Sinita sya ni Tasha, I don't know what to do anymore, I am living with a toxic sometimes grewnflag man, with crazy woman, and a kind playful driver.

Where the heck should I position my self in this kind of games.

"Tara na baba na tayo." Tsaka ko pa masamang tinignan muli si Tasha na ngayon ay nakabusangot na.

See, she's really crazy. Doctor na baliw, oh my, how can I save my self here, or I am even safe here?

"Huy, lalim ng iniisip mo ah, upo ka na." Hindi ko man lang namalayan na nakababa na kami, naupo ako sa dulo, the table is rectangular, meaning 3 by 3 and 1 by 1, is the chair, sa dulo ng pangat ako naupo, away from master Crest.

But this man is something, he change seat, umupo sya sa gitna, I even heard Erwin laughed.

Si Tasha naman ay umupo rin sa kabilang dulo, kaya naman ay napapagitnaan namin si master Crest.

Sumasama na ang timpla ng mukha ko lalo na't mzy tinotono si Erwin, animo'y hinahanap ang tamang tono para sa kanta, at nagtagumpay naman sya.

"Sinong pipiliin ko?mahal ko o mahal ako?"