She doesn't like to talk she doesn't like people only people she tolerates is her sister tsireya and her twin brother aonung and of course her parents every else is irrelevant to her. She loves being alone and she loves the ocean, how big it is and...
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After the fight between me and Tsireya I've had this stupid feeling. I haven't talked to her in two weeks, she hasn't came to my mauri. Plus I'm not going to reach out to her after she called me a bitch. She never cursed at me before even when I would truly anger her. Why did this anger her? I couldn't help but question.
Maybe if I just worded it differently me and Tsireya wouldn't be in the situation. I miss my sister. I have never gone this long without talking with her. Even when I would go on missions she would still manage to send me letters, telling me how her day went.
"God damnit, should I just apologize?" I say before hearing something behind me. I quickly turning my head to see what was the cause of the noise. Only to be met with my mother standing at the door with her arms crosses over her chest.
"Look my dear I don't know what happened between you and reya but be the bigger person. Show her your maturity, your sincerity. I know you think apologizing is for the weak as you say but that's truly not the case" My mother say to me as she brings me in for a hug.
"Family sticks together, always remember that"
I go looking for reya, I want to talk to her before I go talk to Neyetem. I eventually find her with Lo'ak, riding around with the ilus. I start walking up to them, them still not noticing me. "Hey... can I talk to you?" I say as they turn to face me, confused. "Alone?" She asks as I nod in response. We walk away from Lo'ak, making sure he is out of earshot.
"Look they way I handle that was not good I'll admit that, I don't have feelings for neteyam and I don't think it's fair that you are treating me differently because of it." I say getting everything off my chest, Tsireya looks down. I take a deep breath before speaking again.
"I will apologize to Neteyam for the way I worded things, I feel bad for saying those things at him. He didn't deserve to be spoken like that." I say due to the fact that she really wanted me and Neteyam to be together. "I'm also sorry for getting involved, I just thought you liked him too..." she says quietly, ashamed for assuming. "I can understand why, I made some questionable decisions that's clearly were interpreted the wrong way." I say assuring her not wanting to make her feel bad.
I immediately engulf her with a hug, missing her more than anything. "Do you know where I can find him?" I ask letting go of the hug, she shakes her head no. "But Lo'ak might." She says motioning her head in his direction. I nod giving her one last hug before walking towards Lo'ak.
"Hey.. Do you know where I can find your brother?" I ask awkwardly, unsure how angry he would be at me for treating his brother like trash. "He's with our ikrans." He says smiling at me, he walks passed me, patting me on my shoulder in the process. "Good luck." He says before reaching reya, as they both walk away hand in hand. Smiling at the scene before me, I could tell they truly cared for each other.
Taking a deep breath I start making my way towards where they keep their ikrans. Once I finally make it there I see him petting his ikran, and all I can think about is how handsome he looks. Do I really have feelings for him? I can't help but question myself. I walk up to him, furrowing my brows. He looks up at me, his eyes widening realizing it's me. He quickly stands up, opening his mouth to speak.
I put up my hand, wanting to speak before he does. "I am so sorry, I really didn't mean what I said I was just angry I thought that you like reya and was using me to get close to her. Even if that was the case I still shouldn't have spoken to you in that way, and for that I am so sorry." I say all in one breath, I look down at the ground truly sorry for the thing is said to him.
He lifts up my head, his finger under my chin. "How can I stay mad at you when you look this cute" He says teasingly, smiling ear to ear. I furrow my brow giving him a playful glare, I lounge towards him. Embracing him with a hug, he immediately hugged me back not leaving any space in-between us. He tightens his grip on me placing his hands around my waist, nuzzling his face in my neck, clearly not wanting to let go.
"Ive missed you so much." He says softly into my neck, giving me goosebumps. "I-ive actually missed you too." I say just below a whisper, he quickly picks me up spinning me around. "Really?"He asks excitedly, breaking the hug. I nod in response, causing him spin me around again due to his happiness. I laugh, in response to his childish antics. I really like this, maybe we can stay like this as friends.
