IDGAF

Part 32

Hey thots, hope you enjoy this part.

Zero POV

Los Angeles, California
May 28th
Wednesday, 9:55 A.M.

When I finished my makeup I put on some jewelry. Light pieces of jewelry. Whenever I'm with my mom I never dress up too much. Just feels stupid.

I don't need to wear big ass chains and shit. She knew us wayyy before those big aas chains.

I got my bag and started putting my things in. And then i sprayed some perfume on and texted Taurus and he said he was outside. So i got my stuff and left out my room.

"Bitch where you going?" Ari said making her and Yosohn's plates.

"Breakfast with my mom and my brother. Taurus is gonna be on my entire ASS the whole time though." I sighed.

"Oh. For the Jay thing? Your mom will understand." Ari shrugged.

"She dead ass never took my dad back when he did fuck shit so I don't know if she will." I said laughing and she laughed too.

"It doesn't matter. Everybody gone be stupid at some point. They better get off your ass before I have to say something." She said making me laugh.

"After I wanna go furniture shopping. I NEED to get a bed frame. That is the number 1 task for today." I said.

"I thought you was gonna ask Von to go with you not meeeee." She dragged and I rolled my eyes.

"How about I go with both of you just to even out the vibes. If Von not still mad at me." I rolled my eyes.

"Oh boyyy why is he mad? And what did he bring you earlier?" She asked.

"A plan b. I took it after he left. Don't want no big headed ass Von Jr walking around mad as hell talking about some "on O"." I said making her crack up laughing.

"Okay but why he mad? Again." She said.

"Same old thing. Just mad about Jay. But he can't talk since he clearly has a hoe at the ready. What's the difference when I do it?" I said.

"You the girl. Niggas do not like that. When a girl can play the same game as them? It make they damn skin crawl. They're weirdos. And Von? He been playing bitches since I met him. He mad someone is doing the same thing he doing." She said.

"He just gone have to get over it or stop fucking with me. But I gotta go friend. I'll text you." I said unlocking the front door.

"Be safe. I love you bitch." She screamed making me laugh.

"I love you too." I said going out the door. I went downstairs to my brothers car and got inside.

"I'm so ready to snitch on you ta moms." Taurus said and i rolled my eyes.

"Wait till your homeboys find out you a snitch." I said putting my seatbelt on making him laugh.

He started driving and i went on my phone and i saw Von followed me on instagram. Can't be that mad.

I went and posted my outfits of the day on my story with some songs and Von was the first one to slide up. With URGENCY.

@kingvonfrmdao: u look good ma ion like that

@zer0: would u rather me a be a ugly bitch?...
@zer0: y did u follow me von

@kingvonfrmdao: this my mf phone i ca follow u if i want

@zer0: i thought u we're just mad at me tho

@kingvonfrmdao: not mad u about a nigga im better than

@zer0: it wasnt a competition

@kingvonfrmdao: u damn right cs that nigga cannot compete wit me

I rolled my eyes and just left it alone because here he go.

We went to a restaurant and sat down waiting on our mom.

"You got that apartment yet?" Taurus asked.

"I signed the papers yesterday im gonna go with-look mom." I pointed and he quickly stood up and i stood up too. When she saw us she smiled and came over to us.

"Mommy." I said as we both walked to her and hugged her at the same time. And she hugged us tight.

"My babies. Sit sit sit. I need to know what has been going on." She said sitting down in front of us as we sat down too.

"She gone go first but imma tell you what the hell she did that bothered me. And forgive me if i cuss mom." Taurus said and i deeply sighed.

"Oh? What did you do Zero?" My mom said laughing and i rolled my eyes.

"I didn't—"

"Don't even say that. Cause yes the fuck you did. So im minding my damn business 1 afternoon and then Ari text my phone." Taurus said.

"Ariana?" She said and he nodded.

"She texts me and says "jay cheated on zero we're about to go to their house to get her stuff be on standby.". So im already like what the hell? He cheated on her again, imma beat his ass. And i told Ari that. But then she's like "no no no. just let us go and just stay by the phone in case shit go left no reason for you to be immediately involved". I'm like aight." He said.

"So we're going to breeze past Jay cheating on my daughter again? Are you okay baby?" My mom said putting her hand over my hand. And i did not realize how all this time i really needed to talk to my mom.

The first time Jay cheated on me I just stayed with my mother for months and she went through all the stages of grief with me.

No one else saw or heard from  me besides my mother for at least 2 months. She cried with me, gave me pep talks, listened to me rant. All that. I really just need to talk to my mom and get all my emotions out. That's who really understands me through and through.

"I'm fine mom." I lied. But for now. I'll text her later today or tomorrow.

"So what else happened?" My mom asked.

"I'm waiting by the phone and then Zero call me and say "come down here jay just put his hands on me and ari". Immediately got up sped over there and beat the BRAKES off his ass. But get this. Just for her to still be back with this nigga ma." Taurus said and i looked the other way but felt my mother looking at me.

"Now you know i would never judge you Zero. But what the hell." My mom said making me laugh.

"Listen mom. I quite literally have no excuse. But you know, just like TAURUS knows. How I feel about Jay. Y'all know I love him. What do you expect from me?" I said shrugging.

"You to realize that you better than that nigga and yeen gotta take that." Taurus said and I sighed. But...he's right. But i DO know that i don't have to take that and deserve better. I do know that.

But i want Jay to be better. Is what everyone doesn't understand.

Hey thots, hope you enjoyed this part.

Love you!💋