IDGAF

Part 64

Hey thots, hope you enjoy this part.

Zero POV

Los Angeles, California
June 24th
Wednesday, 7:23 A.M.

I woke up feeling my phone ringing on the bed. And since it scared me when i woke up, i just reached for it and answered it not even looking at who it was.

"Hello?" I said trying my best to keep my voice from sounding like I just woke up.

"Can i at least explain?" I heard Dayvon's voice say and i took a deep breath.

Top of the morning with this is just ridiculous.

"Oh my Godddd. Explain whattttt? There is nothing to explain. Can you please just go to Asian. Just have her please." I said putting my hand over my head.

"But—"

"She sat on your lap. There is no telling what the fuck else you did. I want no parts. I don't want that dick no more. I don't want a kiss no more. I don't want shit you have no more. Go to her." I said.

"I'm comin ova. I hope you know that. You not gettin rid of me ma." He said and i rolled my eyes and hung up. And i went back to the sleep.

9:19 A.M.

I got out of the bed feeling myself needing to walk around and shit. I started making my bed and went to the bathroom.

I turned on the shower and my phone buzzed on the counter and I threw my head back thinking it was Dayvon again.

But it was Mariah thank God.

mariah💇🏼‍♀️: i have ur wig rn
mariah💇🏼‍♀️: im otw over

0: okay im about to get in the shower so u can just set up in the living room if im not out

I swiped over to Apple Music starting to play some music and i got in the shower.

45 MINUTES LATER, when i got out of the shower i dried off and i already heard the rustling sound in the living room. So i knew Mariah was in there.

I took off my wig and made sure my forehead was clean and ready for the new wig.

I put on some pajama shorts and a big hoodie. I put my bonnet on and left out of the bedroom. When i walked out i saw a tall figure. And immediately knew it was Dayvon.

"How the FUCK did you even get in here?" I said face palming myself.

"Mariah saw me in the lobby and brung me up wit her. N she left to go to the store cause she broke some of ha stuff. Can we talk?" Dayvon quickly explained.

"I really don't understand what we have to talk about. And this is really getting old Dayvon. How do you do this fuck shit 2 days in a row? Just fucking me over more by the day is ridiculous." I said heading over to the kitchen.

"Okayyy but please ma. It's not what you think it is." He said and I took a deep breath.

"I don't even care what it actually was anymore Dayvon." I said starting to take stuff out of the fridge to make me and Mariah some breakfast. But he came over to me and grabbed my wrists.

"Please. Please ma. I love you." He said looking me. And i sighed.

"Whatttt? What is it?" I said and i saw his eyes move to my lips. Before i even had time to say something he kissed me and I'm mentally smacking myself because I just let him. He backed me up onto the counter and i sighed into the kiss because why do i just give in whenever the person i love does some weird shit to me. WHY? I can never just be strong.

"Dayvon." I whined trying to push him away.

"Shut up." He said grabbing my arms and he picked me up and put me on the counter.

"But you—"

"I did not fuck that girl. Stop." He said and i cupped his face kissing him back feeling my horniness take over. Because of Dayvon, I'm used to having sex very often. Since we didn't fuck yesterday, im very horny today not going to lie.

As Dayvon kissed me i remembered this was the same exact thing Jay used to do to make me forget he did something wrong.

"No Dayvon. No. No." I said shaking my head and he stopped.

"I can't do this with you anymore. I thought we were going to be together. I can't be doing this with you. You are hurting my feelings. I'm not about to keep letting you slide. Get away from me." I said pushing him away and hopping off the counter.

"Zero—"

"Please please. If you're going to lie, please just keep it." I said shaking my head starting to feel my eyes getting watery.

"I really aint do shit wit that girl Zero." He said.

"How am i supposed to want to believe you? Just get out." I said.

"You neva gone talk to me again? Cause i ain't goin no muhfuckin where if that's yo plan." He said.

"I just need time. All this in my face is not going to make me forgive you faster. Get the hell out Dayvon." I said.

"I love you." He said looking at me and i sighed.

"I love you more." I said and he kissed me and left. I put my head in my hands trying to get my head to stop racing. But right now Dayvon just makes my head hurt it's entirely too much going on in my life right now for Dayvon to be doing what he's doing.

And i fear that pushing him away will quite literally push him right into her arms and fuck me over more.

I think my best option right now is to get rid of this baby.

Hey thots, hope you enjoyed this part. AHA GAG TF OUTTA YALL CLIFFHANGER!!!

Love you!💋