IDGAF

Part 65

Hey thots, hope you enjoy this part.

Zero POV

Campton Hills, Illinois
July 11th
Thursday, 2:25 P.M.

I opened my eyes smelling the smell of food. Since that day i kicked Dayvon out. I decided to go stay with my mom for a while. The next day i woke up and i realized I couldn't clear my head being in the same place. And I realized Dayvon could still just show up whenever he wanted to and disturb my damn peace.

So when I left I left in the middle of the night and caught a flight. I unshared my location with him because he doesn't even need to know where the hell I'm at for real.

I explained to my mom EVERYTHING only because I wanted her help. My mom is definitely someone who always helped me mentally when I was younger and still even now. She comforted me and took care of me. While still giving me my space.

I stay in the out house of her backyard. She said she wanted it for company, but never had company sleep over. So I was glad to be the first one to sleep in the bed and really like live in there.

It's literally beautiful. It has a living room and kitchen area, bedroom and bathroom in the back. And the main house is right there, so I can go talk to my mom whenever I want to and still be able to be in my own space.

Ari did ask why I was leaving, and I just told her I just needed a mental break from everything that happened with Von. Because all of that shit at once was extremely overwhelming. And on top of that being pregnant? I'm stressed the fuck out.

When I left my apartment, my original plan was to get rid of the baby while I was down here. So I could come back with a complete fresh start. But when I talked to my mom, she was against me deciding so soon to get rid of it. She said I didn't even give myself time to think.

And she didn't want me to jump too ahead and regret it afterwards. So I agreed and said I would think about it longer.

Not even thinking of Von, my only concern with having the baby now would be if I'm in the right mental space to take care of a new life. I don't want to be miserable and bring another human in this world and make them miserable. Or purposefully have my baby knowing the father isn't there.

But I haven't even told him yet which my mother also said. And she said he should have at least a LITTLE say in what happens to the baby. So I'll be fair and when I go back down to LA soon, I'll tell him then.

I got out of the bed opening the bedroom door seeing my mom cooking in the kitchen.

"Why didn't you cook over there?" I motioned to the big house.

"Because I wanted to ask you something." She said giving me a mug of hot tea.

"Lord. What is it mom?" I said.

"Come to this cook out—"

"No." I immediately said and she pouted.

"Zero." She whined.

"No mom. I told you I don't want to go to no parties or cook outs or anything while I was here." I said shaking my head.