We'll Be A Fine Line (ZARRY)

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    I  came out of the shower and sat in front of the wardrobe from  the past 10 mins  debating what to wear. You may think it's a special occasion or something , but let ,me tell you it's not. It's just my daily  routine .  I spend minutes just to find clothes. 

I know no matter how hard I try, people would never notice me. But There is nothing wrong in hoping right. Hoping someone someday would like as me. Hoping someone  would like me for my baggy jeans and black glasses. Hoping that someone would be Liam is also not wrong , right .?

I finally decided to go with a  Maroon colored Full hands shirt and a black jeans . I styled my hair and fixed my glasses.

I groaned when I heard my sister arguing about something. I don't understand why she is so stuborn.  Everything is an issue for her. I shake  my head and go to the living room.

''  MOM, Do you understand what I am saying .'' Doniya is standing near the couch, while my mom is working in the kitchen. I silently  went to my mom. ''What's the matter maa?'' I ask her, my mom hit her head with her palm and throwing her hands in air . I chuckled at her reaction. My dad is getting ready to go to the office. 

And man did it piss my sister, '' WHAT'S SO FUNNY ZAYN.'' I flinch at her voice. Immediately getting flashbacks of that night . 

 ''Calm down D.  Why are so grumpy this early in the morning. Even a important question, Why are  you up so early.'' My mom chuckled making me laugh too.  

''Fuck you Zayn.''

 ''Doniya!'' My mom warned her. My sister just rolled her eyes. My dad still ignored our banter.

''OK, but seriously mom, what are you discussing about.'' My mom sat on the couch, I joined her. 

''It's about  her marriage. You know her boyfriend  Eric  proposed to her,-'' I am shocked , I gasped And got up from the couch to reach Doni.

''WHAT, AND YOU DIDN'T TELL ME !!'' I can't belive this, my sister is engaged. OH wow. 

''The hell Doni, you didn't think that's something I should , like even before mom and dad. That's sick. OKay anyways show me the ring , show me the ring.''  I am so excited ,so I took her hand to see the ring.

''WOW, THAT'S BEAUTIFUL D-'' I frown when she snatched her hand from mine. I look at her confused.

''  And what exactly would you do If I tell you.'' what , how can she say that. '' What do you mean Doni, I am over the moon, I am so so happy for you.  I mean, you are engaged, That's a big thing, Why didn't you tell me.''

She rolled her eyes. It genuiely pissed me off. '' Don't roll your eyes at me Doni, not now. ''

my mom who is as shocked as me  came over to us. ''Doni, you seriously didn't tell him  you are engaged?'' ok , now that I heard from my mom, It really hurt me.

''I didn't because I thought he would be jealous of me. '' I seriously have no words .

 ''Wha- Wh-Why would I-''

  ''I mean, I am agirl and I am happily about to get married , and he , he is a man and still doesn't have a  bo-girlfriend or even  a  friend for that matter . And I even doubt if he ever had sex.  Or a first kiss,  And he would get jealous if he knows I am about to get married. And those bad vibes are not what me and Eric need right now.''

I slumped down in the chair, trying to process everything my sister said. She thinks I'M that low. What did I ever do wrong. ''You think I am a homewrecker Doniya, is that what you think. '' I look at her with blurry eyes as tears are starting fill in there.