We'll Be A Fine Line (ZARRY)

6

It's official, I hate people.

Do you ever feel the urge to scream out of your lungs. Like, like you want the ground to swallow you. Like going somewhere, where nobody knows you. Or even better get out of the face of Earth. Because I do.

I don't understand why is wrong with me. I can't figure out why people hate me so much. Thinking about that makes me cry till I have no tears left.

      Flashback::

I went to the party along with Laim. He came to a few minutes ago with a brown teddy costume. I must admit it's cute. I wore the costume and went in.

The kids were so dull , so I went to them and shoke my hand . They all screamed in happiness. Some of them hugged me and few of them took pictures with me.

One of the kids came and asked me to lean down. So I stoop down to his level. He threw his arms around my neck and kissed my cheek. 

I  was so happy and satisfied with my job. I felt tears of happiness brimming in my eyes. How innocent can these kids be.  I don't remember the last time I was this happy.

The party is coming to an end. I  gave the kids some chocolates that I brought before coming up. I stood up and sighed in relief deciding to go down and get out of the costume. I know it's good, but it's too suffocating to completed covered in havy clothes.

"Aww look at it guys, it's Zayn ,right ." I look around to see  some of my colleagues and people from Liam's office looking at me. 

I groaned internally . Wait, how did they know it's me. I didn't remove the costume yet. I don't plan on doing it anywhere near these people.  They came towards me. One of them tried to Remove the head, but I swatted their hand away.

They stood around me in a circle Making me squrim uncomfortably.
"Come on Zayn we know it's you. Why don't you remove this thing over your head. " One girl said , while a boy hit my head in the back. The group giggled.

I glared at him annoyed, but my teddy eyes covered my face and expressions.

"Hey come on guys, stop it. Let him have it. " I look at a new face thinking he is being nice. "He is better this way. " They all laughed making me eyes burn with tears of anger and embarassment.

I looked down, while they still blocked my way and continued teasing me. " That's true tho, people looked at him today just because he is in a teddy mask. No one would care once this thing is off his face. "

They all broke out into a full session of laughter. Making me want to fall on to the ground then and there and cry heart out. 

I gathered all my strength to push them away withy shaky hands and ran to the elevator without even caring to turn back to See Laim who  was calling my name.

          

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Remembering what just happened is making me want to cry again and again.

I took of the head of the damn teddy, to cry peacefully. I am glad I am alone in the elevator. I was about to break out into a heavy cry, but the elevator opened with a ding. I quickly turned away to wipe my tears. I huffed in annoyance that I couldn't even cry in peace.

I turned to the front when I heard the person that got into the lift cleared their throat. I look at the person to see that it's Harry. he studied my face curiously making me insecure all over again. I am sure he is going to laugh at my coustume. I know he says the same as those peop- , '' are you alright?''