" Who's gonna be the first one to the say goodbye... 🎶"??
It's him, the person who sang this stupid lyric... Okay I know I was in this fandom just since four years. But trust me when I say this, This is a lot to take, like seriously, what do you mean he is gone. Like gone gone, vanished just like that.
I don't think I can ever forget the scene that day mrng. I literally just woke up and took me phone, still a bit sleepy, I checked the snapchat , Liam Posted a video,I smiled at it , then I went to Instagram with blurry vision and saw a tweet with Liam from teardrops song photo and some text over it. I literally thought it has something related to his new music, so I was like searching for the word music across the text , like bla blah blah, just searching for the word music...But. all I got is ....
Ok this is the problem i have been having since the day. I literally am unable to use the D word and Liam in a single sentence.
All I got is, 'According to Argentina police , Liam Payne found dead after falling from the third floor of a hotel---'
Eh?What?....this honestly was my first reaction. I was numb. Numb till evening? I mean, what do you man he died? Dead? Bro that doesn't make anyy sense....how can he ? He can't ryt? So you are saying we won't be seeing him anymore ?won't listen to his voice anymore? see him talk about a reunion? see him excitedly talk about his new music anymore? Can't listen to his music anymore? Like what the actual fxk.
What I can't get out of my head is the amount of hate he got all over the years. He is a human too, it's his first time living too, he is tend to make some mistakes. But people literally abused , bullied and hated him like crazy. Okay he did talk some shit, but that doesn't mean you can treat him any less. People literally believed some ex girlfriend from a 10 yrs back or something and called him names.yet again.
The saddest part about all of this is that he didn't get to show the world his new music which he had been soo excited about..... He even designed new merchandise tshirts. He was very very excited about it....
He was the one. The first ever directioner.The only one who follows all the other boys. The only one who actually wanted the boys back. Now that I think about it, He was the reason the band did it for 5 years atleast. He was the glue. The protector. The daddy of the group. No one and I mean no one can love , support, and be proud of the boys like Liam did. NO ONE.
To all the people who followed them since x-factor. The OG directioners. To those who basically grew up with the boys, guys I can never imagine what it's like to you people..But we are all here in this together. We shall all grieve together.
I really think wherever he is, he is now safe, at peace and away from people who hate him for nothing. He'll protect Bear, the boys and his family from up there being their gaurdian angel.
Rest well payno 🕊️
you will forever be loved and missed Liam James Payne ❤️
-S
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