things I never said

3:i dont want to bother you

I just feel like we don't talk as much anymore and like I wanna talk more but uselly when I wanna talk your bussy gaming, or like focused and I don't wanna bother you while ur playing games, and I just really miss my old school and my friends. And it feels like (to me atleast) like we haven't had a like proper conversation. And like I just feel like shit again. I just feel like laying in bed a just staying there away from humanity. But I also just like want to talk to you so yeah. All I want rn is to talk to you. All day today I wanted to talk to you, but I didn't wanna bother you becuase your playing games, and ik I say I don't mind, I usely don't, but today I really wanted to talk to you becuase i really miss you and idk it just feels (to me) that we don't really talk and it bothers me alot. Becuase I love talking to you. I might be overreacting right now. I just didn't wanna say anything beciase u were having a good day and I didn't wanna ruin it, and we had the convo of how important games are to you, and like I don't wanna take that away from you, trust me I don't, I just like wanted to talk to you today and after the convo of the games I just, I feel controlling if I ask u not to play games cuz ik it makes you happy and u have a fun time playing with friends and stuff but like I just really wanna talk to you and have a convo