things I never said

4:i want to know more about you

I just want to talk to you right now. I'm at a bad headspace rn, and all I want to do is talk to you about it, but then again I don't want help, I want to get worse, but then again, I want to be better for you, to improve and be healthy. But it's hard to tell you what's going on in my mind. It's hard to eat so much food. It's hard to try not to skip dinner or lunch. Bit for you I'm trying. I'm trying to put my bad habits behind me. I just want to talk to you right now. I just want a normal conversation. A normal one. Not one that has to do with sextual stuff. No sad stuff. Just normal stuff. Like about our dreams. What we want to do oneday. Our passions. Our hobbies. I feel like I don't know you that well. Even though I do. I know alot about you. I just don't know what your passionate about. What your dreams are. What your goals are. What you want for your future. I want to know those things about you. I want to know everything about you. But we barely talk about normal things. It's always sad things or sextual things or we don't talk at all. I want to ask about all of those things. I have so manny qeustions about you. I wanna learn about you. I want to know your past, present and past. I want to learn about you, I want to know what you like, what you hate. I just want to learn about you.