things I never said

2:i just want tk talk

I hate it when we're on a call and I feel like shit and your playing games, but then again I said that I don't mind that you play games. Cuz you seem so happy when your playing games with your friends. You always laugh more with them and I feel like everytime we talk I ruin the vibe and make you upset or just ruin your mood. Cuz your so happy, and I don't want to take the happiness away from you. And I don't want to tell you to not game, becuase it's something you genuinely like and something that makes you happy. But then again all i want to do is talk to you. I just wanna talk to you or like play mobile games or smt with you. I miss our conversations and I miss us talking. I feel like we don't talk much anymore. We just sit on a call all day and barely speak. We basically speak at the beginning and at the end of the call. Or thats how it feels to me atleast. I want to talk to you more. I want our old convos back. I feel like we don't talk anymore and it's killing me inside. I want to talk again. I want to tell you that I don't want you to game and that I want you to talk to me. I want to tell you yes I mind that you game and that I want you for myself. I want to spend every second with you. I want you for myself. I want to talk to you. I just want to talk. That's all I want. I feel bad if I tell you that I don't want you to game. Becuase then I feel controlling, and that I'm taking your happiness away. But I also want to be selfish and tell you no. Don't game. But games and your friends are what make you happy. And all i want is to see you happy. And for that I won't ask you to not game. I'll let you game. I'll do anything to make you happy.