FATE(Sope)

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Authors pov

"Wakey wakey my sunshine" yoongi whispered in hoseok's ear. Hoseok stirred awake and looked at yoongi confusedly for a second because he just woke up but then his eyes began to clear and he whined. "Please sleep more, no sleep yesterday" hoseok didn't want to get up from the warmth yoongi was giving him. He didn't even want to get up.

"And why didn't you sleep yesterday?" yoongi kissed hoseok's neck. Hoseok turned and glared at yoongi cutely and yoongi swore his heart turned to jelly. "It's because of you." hoseok stated plainly.

Yoongi chuckled "and why is that?"

"It's because you put that huge thingy in my bum bum." yoongi laughed so hard he fell off the bed.

"Your what now?" hoseok wanted to sit on the bed but failed when he received a sharp pain in his ass. Because of this tears gathered in his eyes, he felt humiliated because of how yoongi was laughing. Yoongi stopped laughing and immediately  climbed the bed and hugged hoseok. "I'm sorry baby. I didn't mean to laugh, you were just really cute and the word you said just made it more funnier. I'm really sorry for laughing." yoongi pecked hoseok's forehead who had stopped crying and nodded.

"But it still hurts down there
"hoseok pouted. "Can't even walk well."  Yoongi smiled apologeticly at hoseok and carried him to the bathroom. "Here, take this it really helps the soreness after sex" yoongi handed hoseok a small container with a thick liquid inside. "Just rub it on the rim of your hole and you will feel better." hoseok looked at yoongi like he was in mathematics class for the first time.

Yoongi sighed and collected the container from hoseok and gently turned hoseok around and made him lean on the sink for support since he could not stand. He kneeled and pulled down hoseok's sweatpants,  opened the container, poured the liquid on his fingers and rubbed them together. He separated Hoseok's butt cheeks and looked at the pink abused hole and gulped. He could not believe he damaged it that much. "I must have gone to hard on you, really sorry." yoongi apologized and placed his fingers on hoseok's rim and rubbed it around to get the liquid on it and also massaged the hole since it was really swollen and sore.

Hoseok moaned and moved backwards and because of that yoongi's middle finger entered hoseok smoothly making hoseok gasp. Yoongi spanked hoseok's butt making the red head jerk forward and groan because of the slight pain. "Don't do that again unless you want me to fuck you senseless and this time I won't prep you." yoongi stated to hoseok who stopped his advances as if he understood the threat.

Yoongi finished with what he was doing and stood up, washed his hands in the sink and carried hoseok bridal style and made him lie on the bed. "Sleep for a while. I called Jimin since it's today you are going to your home and he is the one going to take you to where you guys will be going too. And he is coming with the other's since they wanted to wish you goodbye." yoongi explained briefly to hoseok who nodded weakly and slept with no care in the world.

Yoongi smiled sadly and kneeled in front of hoseok and kissed the latter's lips. He pulled away with unshed tears in his eyes. He was really sad that hoseok was leaving but it was for the best. "I will miss you so much pumpkin." yoongi ran his fingers through hoseok's soft hair and kissed his head and just looked at hoseok's peaceful face while he slept like a baby.

"I wish I can be this peaceful in and out, especially these demons that won't leave me and let me rest. They always tell me not to let you go but I have to always shut them up because I know if I listen to them you will never leave my sight and I will kill the people who will try to take you away from me and repeat history which I definitely don't want to happen. I can't lose your trust I can't lose you baby so I need you to be far away from me just for now so that I can heal and turn a new leaf. I can't hurt you again. I don't want to do something I will regret for the rest of my life, so I listen to my brain and not my heart because most times the heart can be stupid and give you wrong decisions which I don't want to follow so I will let you go and hope on the promise we made and hope that you will fulfill it and that fate will make us meet again like the first time we encountered. The time I saved you not knowing you will change my life and I'm so happy I met you in my past life and now. You always brought happiness to my heart, always made me happy. I don't know how you always had the power to make me smile I still don't understand, but what I do understand is that I need you to stay sane even though you make me crazy if that makes sense, you are my vitamin. The one I can't leave without. Even the universe wants us to be together hoseok. We are soulmates hoba and we will always be. We are like the yin and yang we can't do without each other. And you are mine and I am yours forever." yoongi looked down while tears fell nonstop from his eyes. He always wanted to get that off his chest and after saying all this, he felt like an elephant was lifted off his chest.