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One week later.

"What the fuck?! yoongi proposed?" Jimin asked hoseok who nodded with a smile and showed Jimin his engagement ring that had a beautiful glowing diamond on top.

Jimin came to visit hoseok at his house since yoongi wasn't around.He went to his company and hoseok felt bored so he called Jimin, he also called Jin but the latter said he is sick.

Jimin cooed at the ring,it looked so beautiful, but not as beautiful as his own.

"Teahyung and Jungkook proposed too." Jimin said with bashful cheeks when he remembered how the both of them proposed.

Hoseok's eyes widened."they proposed too? Well we are even now."

"And there is something else I want to tell you, I swear I wanted to tell you before but I wanted you to recover first." Jimin stated nervously.

"What is it? You know you can tell me anything."

"....I'm pregnant." Jimin blurted out with a nervous smile.

Hoseok looked at Jimin for a moment, not saying anything, just trying to comprehend what Jimin said.

"Hoseok?" Jimin fiddled with his fingers thinking hoseok won't be happy for him.

But he was wrong when hoseok tackled him in a hug. "Oh my God! Why didn't you tell me sooner,Jimin?"

Jimin smiled. "You're happy?"

Hoseok furrowed his eyebrows."of course I am, why wouldn't I be?"

"I- Never mind." Jimin hugged hoseok back who chuckled.

They pulled away.

"And there is also something else too." Jimin smiled sheepishly.

"Just tell me everything!!" Hoseok exclaimed.

"Jin would have wanted to tell you by himself but I can't wait, and he hasn't even told Namjoon yet."

"Jin is pregnant too."Jimin smiled.

"Wow, everyone is pregnant except me." Hoseok thought, don't get him wrong he is happy for both of his friends,but he can't help the jealousy.

"Wow, congratulations to him too,and you." Hoseok smiled but it didn't reach his eyes, he wanted to cry and Jimin noticed.

"Hoseok are you okay?" Jimin asked, concerned.

Hoseok nodded and wanted to diverse the attention from him.

"Why hasn't he told Namjoon tho?"hoseok asked.

Jimin sighed.

"He said he doesn't want to get his hopes up. You see Jin has a problem, anytime he is pregnant he gets a miscarriage before the baby even starts forming and so this time that he is pregnant, he is scared."

"He said he wants to monitor it for a while first and see what will happen, and if it goes well he would tell Namjoon, but if it doesn't and the baby dies, he would just silently pretend as if nothing happened because he doesn't want to break Namjoon's heart." Jimin explained with a sad look on his face.

"That is so sad, I hope this time the baby survives,I really want Jin to be happy, I know how much he loves babies" Hoseok said, genuinely concerned about Jin.

"I know right? I just hope the baby survives this time."

Hoseok nodded.

After that chit chat they had, Jimin left after he got a call from a whiny taehyung and Jungkook, asking him to come home.

"I have to go before they come here themselves, those brat's" Jimin rolled his eyes with a smile.

Hoseok walked Jimin to the door and they hugged each other and bid each other goodbye.

Hoseok closed the door and leaned on it, the tears finally flowing. He placed his hand on his tummy and just cried.

He and yoongi had tried so many times, but nothing had worked and it was killing hoseok, he just wanted a baby. Yoongi had suggested that they adopt but hoseok wanted his own baby, a baby that would come from him and yoongi, and so he refused.

He walked to his and yoongi's room and just layed on the bed, tears flowing nonstop.

After crying for 30 minutes,he finally slept.

Meanwhile at Namjin's residence.

It had been one week and Jin had been monitoring the baby to see if anything would happen, to see if his expectations would come true. This was his fourth baby, the other three died because of a miscarriage Jin could not control.

Jin was currently in his room, pacing around and waiting for Namjoon to come home so that he could tell him since he it had been one week and nothing had happened. Before when he was pregnant, it will only be three days and Jin would just have a miscarriage.

There were sometimes where Jin would just be sleeping and he would just lose his baby.

Jin sat on the bed and prayed to the heavens that the baby should survive because he wanted to make Namjoon happy. He and Namjoon have been married for 11 years and they still didn't have a baby and it was breaking Jin apart seeing Namjoon look at other babies with longing when they just went outside for a walk.

Jin came out of his thoughts when he heard the front door of their apartment open and close.

Jin's hand's were shaking and sweaty, he didn't know why he was so nervous.

Namjoon came to their room, looking at Jin and saw him looking at the floor with sweat dripping from his forehead.

"Jinnie, what is it?, are you okay?"

Jin sighed and sat on the bed.

Namjoon sat beside Jin on the bed and hugged his side.

Jin closed his eyes and tried to calm down since it would be bad for his baby if he was this nervous and agitated.

Jin turned to Namjoon and held his face with both of his hand's.

"Joonie, I need to tell you something"

"What? you're pregnant?" Namjoon joked teasingly at Jin who still put on a serious face and Namjoon knew what he said just wasn't a joke.

"Y-you are pregnant?" Namjoon asked with hope in his eyes.

Jin nodded with a smile.

Namjoon stood up from the bed and did a victory dance and accidentally broke the lamp sitting on the bedside table.

He sheepishly looked at Jin who sighed and held the bridge of his nose.

Namjoon sat beside Jin again and took his hands and intertwined them with his.

"Since when?" Namjoon asked Jin.

"I found out I was pregnant last week." Jin answered.

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't want to get your hopes up, I didn't want to tell you I was pregnant and then you get happy then the same day you receive the news that I had a miscarriage, I couldn't bear to see the hurt look on your face." Jin wiped his tears.

"Do you think the baby would survive this time?" Namjoon asked curiously since this was the first time Jin had stayed one week without a miscarriage.

"I guess, I don't want to be happy yet.I think we should visit the doctor" Jin suggested to Namjoon who nodded.

"Okay we go tomorrow, what do you say?"

Jin nodded.

Namjoon kissed Jin's lips and pulled away. "I have a feeling this baby is going to stay."

"... I hope so."








Ps;there are going so be some time skips.

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