𝗔𝘀𝗵𝗲𝘀 & 𝗔𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 - TAEKOOK

𝗖𝗼𝗻𝗳𝗲𝘀𝘀𝗶𝗼𝗻 𝗽𝘁.𝟮

Chapter twenty-four ;; Confession pt.2

Author's perspective

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Jungkook waited patiently for Yoongi to arrive, as Jin had mentioned. Despite his efforts to remain calm, he couldn't shake off the feeling of unease. His fingers fidgeted nervously as he wondered what Yoongi had to tell him. Jungkook sat in anticipation, his heart pounding in his chest as he waited for Yoongi to show up.

Yoongi arrived shortly after and took a seat next to Jungkook. "Hey, Hyung," Jungkook greeted him, feeling a twinge of guilt for distancing himself from the rest of the boys, which now seemed a bit uncomfortable.

Yoongi gave Jungkook a small smile, sensing his friend's unease. "Hey, Kook. Everything okay?" he asked, his voice soft and understanding.

Jungkook pondered briefly before giving a nod. "Yeah, just been feeling a bit down lately," he confessed, actually it was more than just a little bit, it was quite a lot.

Yoongi tells Jungkook about what went down at the club with Taehyung. Jungkook simply stares at him, clearly puzzled.

After Yoongi finished explaining, Jungkook couldn't shake off the overwhelming guilt that consumed him. Tears streamed down his face as he muttered, "I'm so fucking s-stupid, I should've listened to h-him, but instead I-I just left him." Jungkook's sobs grew louder, echoing his regret.

Yoongi reached out a comforting hand, his eyes filled with understanding. "It's okay, Jungkook. We all make mistakes. You should talk to Taehyung soon." Jungkook expresses his hesitation, "Hyung, I-I can't. He probably h-hates me now." Yoongi reassures him, "Trust me, he doesn't."

"Since you've been isolating yourself from everyone, we thought it would be a good idea to gather everyone together again. Everyone was really concerned about you, Jungkook." Yoongi expresses, while Jungkook softly murmurs an apologetic response, tears still streaming down his face. Yoongi then proceeds to tenderly tousle Jungkook's hair.

After Yoongi left, Jungkook started crying and hugged his knees tightly. He knew that Taehyung was feared of being abandoned, yet he still left him. Jungkook felt really fucking bad for not listening to Taehyung. He's not sure if he can even look Taehyung in the eyes now. Or talk to him after a whole fucking month.

But he has to. He can't live without Taehyung.

Without Taehyung, he feels lost and incomplete. Every moment spent with Taehyung is like a breath of fresh air, rejuvenating his spirit and igniting a fire within him. The way Taehyung smiles, his eyes crinkling at the corners, sends a surge of joy coursing through his veins. His laughter is like music, a melody that resonates deep within his soul, bringing him solace and contentment.

Taehyung's mere existence has transformed his world, infusing it with colors he never knew existed. 

But it is not just Taehyung's presence that captivates him; it is also his absence that leaves an indelible mark. When they have been apart, he feels a void deep within his chest, a longing that cannot be quelled. Taehyung's absence is a constant reminder of how deeply intertwined their lives have become, and how incomplete he feels without him.

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Yoongi's visit has lasted for a few days now. During this time, Jungkook has been spending all his time with the rest of the boys, who have truly missed him. Except for Taehyung. Jungkook was really hoping to catch a glimpse of Taehyung, so he asked Namjoon about his whereabouts. Namjoon simply replied that Taehyung was most likely in his dormitory.