@𝐅𝐄𝐌𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐋𝐈𝐑𝐘𝐄 ORIGINAL
↻ ◁ || ▷ ↺"𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐔𝐌𝐀" (noun)
emotional shock following a stressful event or a physical injury , which may be associated with physical shock and sometimes leads to long - term neurosis: the event is relived with all the accompanying trauma.Trauma is the emotional change that can make someone more stronger or turn that person away from themselves.
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𝐊𝐈𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐋𝐀 𝐖𝐈𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐄𝐒𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐓𝐓
[North Texas State hospital , Vernon]
Hearing the buzz of my door unlock , while I sit cris cross on my bed and my eyes close trying a method that I read in some books in the library a few days ago. The foot steps slowly inching to me to me but my eyes remained closed trying to focus and not snap .See I been in this place since I was 14, i know crazy right ? You might ask yourself ...how the fuck do you get your self in here at the age of fourteen , my life at home would be what some might call dysfunctional. I would call it my personal hell. Things I rather not get into at the moment made me go ballistic until the point where i ended up killing my entire family.
Home and this place is one and the same. They make it seem like an asylum is to help people become better when it's the complete opposite. The place plays with your subconscious, your physical to making you think you're more crazy than you think you are or to make you think that the things you have done are actually wrong.
I had to undergo series of test , before they put me in this metal box the produces included : psychiatric evaluation, a nursing assessment, creating a patient record and taking an identification photograph for the patient's medical record. Let's not forget how once they got my file they put this helmet on me that electrocuted my brain and I didn't wake up until I was 16.