Bite My Tongue. (Josh Franceschi/You Me At Six Fanfic)

Save Me.

Charlie POV:

"Please Luke! I'll beg, I'll fucking beg! Just let me go!" He tried his hardest to force himself on me. I felt like just dying. "I don't think so. You fucked me over in so many ways. So I'm doing it to you. Literally" he ripped off the cardigan I had on over my dress. I'm not nearly drunk enough to have sex with Luke, willingly. "You're not doing this to me. Not now, not later, not fucking ever!" I headbutted him and knee'd him in the balls. He grabbed the bottom of my dress in my attempt to get away, only ripping it slightly. I legged it down the street still crying. My heart was pounding, I could feel it in my mouth. I managed to grab my bag on my way so I rushed through it trying to find my phone. I found it and immediately dialed Josh's number.

I was still terrified for my life. I hoped like fuck that Luke wasn't following me. Come on Josh please answer. "Hey, this is Josh. I'm currently unable to come to the phone right now. Leave a message and I probably won't get back to you!" Ugh Josh you arsehole! "Babe its Charlie, listen I can't go back to my place tonight. I'm really scared so I'm going to yours. Please phone me as soon as you can!" I hung up leaving the message. Josh was meant to be at mine. He stayed there quite a lot, unfortunately tonight being one of those days.

My relationship wasn't always perfect with Josh. We broke up just after a month when we first got together. It was all just too much for us. We had a lot of time apart, mainly for us both to mature and figure out what we actually wanted. We found out and have stayed together ever since. Two months later and I'm almost raped by my crazy ex boyfriend. Fucking fabulous. I stumbled a little outside his house trying to decipher his house key from mine. Fuck similarities. I found it and my phone started ringing.

I got inside locking the door straight away, then answered my phone. "Hello?" I was in too much of a rush to check the caller ID. "Charlie, what the fuck has happened?! Are you alright? I'm on my way" he wasn't at mine right now. I remember him saying that he was going to see his parents tonight, for dinner. "No, I'm really not okay. Please hurry. I've locked the door." I kept the lights off and sat down on the living room floor in the corner. "I'll be as quick as possible, I promise! We'll talk when I'm home. I love you Charlie" I swallowed the lump in my throat and wiped my eyes. "I love you too Josh" I hung up, trying to steady my breathing. My voice was shaking and audibly scared. My hands were trembling, I've never been more scared.

I stayed in the same place for a while just trying to figure everything out. Someone started banging on the door and yelling. "CHARLIE I KNOW YOU'RE IN THERE!!" I started shaking again. I don't want this to happen, I don't like this. Why would anyone want this? "I FOLLOWED YOU HERE CHARLIE! I WILL GET YOU!" Should I call the cops? Josh will be home room, I don't want him to get hurt. "I'LL COME BACK FOR YOU!! I'LL ALWAYS BE WATCHING" I think he's gone. I was still terrified but I tried my hardest to myself down. Even try and make sense of the situation. I could just make out the front door get unlocked and it opening.

"Charlie..?" Josh is home. "I'm through here" I tried to speak louder but it was barely audible. Nonetheless, he found me almost straight away. "Holy shit, babe who did this?!" He was referring to the massive rip in my tights and my dressed. My make up was most likely smeared down my face, my hair was a mess and I had a few scratched on my arms from the walls I was pushed up against. I stood up rapidly and just ran towards him, enveloping him in the tightest hug ever. I was terrified but in his arms I felt safe. "Luke..." He hugged me back even tighter planting kisses on the top of my head. "He didn't, you know?" I immediately shook my head at him. "I ran away before anything happened." His grip became more of an 'I'm-never-going-to-let-you-go-hug' and the knots in my stomach tied themselves even tighter.

"I'm scared Josh, he was just there. He's never going to leave me alone" I sobbed into his chest. I've never shook so much or cried so aggressively before, minus when people died. But not because I was scared. More because I was lonely. "Charlie, I'm not going to let him hurt you. I promise okay? I love you, you're okay now" I know this isn't the right moment to think this and it's not the first time he's told me he loves me. But Josh Franceschi, loves me. That's the only highlight of my night. My face was soaked with tears and I pulled away looking into his eyes. Both my hands cradled the sides of his face. I leaned in to kiss him "Charlie, I'm still ill, you'll get sick" I shook my head leaning in closer, and planting a peck on his lips. "I'll risk it."

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I woke up leaning on Josh's bare chest. Our tv was still on and was repeating the menu for Peter Pan on the dvd player. Last night we went to bed and snuggled until we fell asleep obviously. I can't even remember watching a lot of the movie. That last thing I remember was when Peter first met Wendy. Then it's all a blurr. He was still sleeping. I couldn't help but smile, he was still holding me protectively. Bless. I love him so much. I never even thought I'd meet him, now after months of bickering and falling out, we're lying in bed all loved up. Can't say I saw that coming.

I had my head at an awkward angel trying to see his face without actually making it obvious that I was staring. After my neck started hurting I decided to just leave it and go make tea. Damn bones always getting in the way. As soon as I got downstairs I heard a loud noise coming from the living room. I shrugged it off as it could be Elissa or one of the guys. I continued into the kitchen and to the kettle. The back door is in the kitchen, it was a white door with several glass panels. I heard the noise again as the kettle boiled. It was louder this time and my heart started pounding faster. I made an impulsive decision to check it out, the closer I got the more shit scared I got. As I entered the room, slowly may I add, something shoved me forward grabbing my arms in the process.

I started to panic shuffling around as cold hands covered my mouth. I tried to scream but all that came out was a mumble. I felt hot breath ghost down my neck "I told you I'd get you..." My heart went wild and all I could think about was Josh. If he's hurt Josh I'll personally rip his bollocks off. I tried screaming again in hope that Josh was just sleeping and maybe he could hear me. Joshua please save me.

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A/N

I asked before if anyone wanted to be Charlie and Leather__Wings was the only one who seemed interested, but because of all the unfortunate events that may or may not occur shortly I don't know if I feel comfortable having a person be her.

So I've just decided that the first person to comment/vote on each chapter I update (starting with the next one) will be have it dedicated to them. For every chapter that goes commentless/Voteless I'll dedicate to Leather__Wings as she was originally meant to be Charlie.

This chapter will be dedicated to Leather__Wings as soon as possible.

Thanks for reading :)