Bite My Tongue. (Josh Franceschi/You Me At Six Fanfic)

Silhouette.

Charlie POV:

I haven't spoke to Josh. I know, Im stupid and I should have by now, but I couldn't. Instead I avoided him and now he's in doing two weeks of shows around the UK and I never even said goodbye. Elissa did he a go at me though. She said that it'll be too late when he comes home. I do miss him, I've not spoke to him since our 'falling out'.

'The scary thing about distance is that you don't know if they'll miss you or forget you' I hope he misses me as much as I miss him.

I was brought out of my deep thoughts by my phone ringing "Hey, Lissa" I sounded a bit dreary but its nothing a fake smile and 'Im fine' won't cover. "Hey you wanting to pop round? I was a bit harsh last night, Im sorry" we got into an argument because I never told Josh how I felt and Elissa said, and I quote; "You're a stupid little girl who cant see what's right in front of her." Yeah, it kind of hit a nerve.

"Uh sure, what harm can it do?" I wasn't quite sure how long the band had been away for as I've been avoiding Josh which resulted in hardly seeing the rest of the guys. I just know that its been at least three weeks since Gran passed. "Okay, well I'll order pizza now" I subconsciously nodded my head, some kind of weird habit I have "Okay, I'll just leave now. See you soon" I hung up and grabbed my coat.

I was listening to Mayday Parade on the car ride to Elissa's singing along to Derek's outstanding vocals. I pulled up at Lissa's house taking deep breaths. I don't want to fight with her again, she's a good friend.

I walked up the garden path stopping outside the door before hesitantly opening it. "Lissaaaaa!!" I headed for the living room here she would probably be. "Charlie, wait, stop!" I stopped in my tracks as she pushed me back before I got to the living room door. "Woah, what is it?" She was holding my shoulders. "Before you go in here you need to remember that you're my bestfriend and Im sorry" I squinted my eyes, not having a clue what she was talking about.

I pushed past her into the living room where there was a silhouette standing, looking out the window. "Again sorry" Elissa whispered in my ear before sauntering off into the next room. "Hi Charlie" I swallowed the lump in my throat before sitting down. "Its been 4 weeks" I didn't speak. There was nothing to say.  

I just sat in silence until he spoke again. "Lissa said that yous had a fight" I nodded my head, I really don't want to be here. Why would Lissa do this? "You know you can talk" I nodded my head again. I must be pissing him off. "What is there to say? Haven't we already said it all?" He shook his head rapidly, I don't understand why he's even here, yeah, I understand that he's Elissa's brother but I didn't have anything to say to him. I came here for Elissa. "No we never. We were both angry and I didin't mean to say what I did" he sat down beside me resting his head in his hands. "Josh, it's been said, I don't care. I won't hold a grudge but surely you can think of other things to do than to mope here with me?"

I sat back taking in a deep breath as I moved. Howcome, what used to be a really good friendship, tunred into awkward silences and uncomfortableness. "I don't want to. I want to be here."

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A/N

I'm sorry that this is really short but it's just a filler. Oh and sorry about my grammar too, Im really tired /: 

I hope you enjoy/like this chapter, it's a bit boring but sorrrrrrrrry!!!!!!! <3<3<3<3