Off limit President || Yungi

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Yunho || Mingi

"Listen Yunho, I am not sure I can go on acting like I haven't.." he stalled for a while and I was already a little annoyed with him pushing my sexuality on me, I crossed my arms as I watched him waiting for him to finish. But honestly, the next words leaving his mouth felt like a slap across the face.

"like I haven't fallen in love with you Yunho..."

I couldn't even respond to him. It felt like my whole world had shattered. Was he really willing to throw away our friendship for his feelings? 

I should've been upset, I should've been disgusted but for some odd reason, I was excited.. like really excited. 

I felt happy to know he shared the same feelings as me. Even if I tried to deny it, he knew me so well. Too well that I couldn't even act upset with him. 

"what the hell.."

I still tried but it was to no avail. He scoffed at my attempt and pulled me closer to him.

"you're cute. You'd be so much cuter if you weren't in denial right now.."

"I am not in denial.. I don't want to date you because I don't like men-"

"You don't? Why do you let me touch you like this then?"

I froze again before I pushed him away as I spoke "You make it weird.. I think it's normal for friends to-"

"You let me touch your thighs, allow my hands to go as far as touch your bare skins after a shower, you've even gone skinny dipping with me yunho.. does that sound like something normal friends would do?"
I didn't reply to him. Listing these things like this makes them sound far worst than they actually were but.. still thinking back, why did I let him touch me so intimately? We also shower together, so much to the point we shower at my council dorm as well.
Are we really not just friends anymore?
No.. I am not gay. I refused to admit to that.
"So what..? You're the one touching me.. it doesn't mean anything. I am not gay, and I definitely do not like you like that.."
"Right.."
Mingi said, not convinced one bit. He still had that cocky smile on his face as his hands were in his pocket, he looked at me for a while before speaking.
"If I kiss you right now, how would you react?"
"I'll chop your dick off mingi. Stay away with me."
"Hm. Feisty alright but I mean.. getting my dick chopped off for a taste of your lips, isn't that a fair trade?"
"I am not joking, do not get close to me."
I warned him again but he couldn't have cared less, he smiled as he walked forward to me before bringing me in giving me a soft peck on my cheek. Nothing new. He simply looked at me for a bit and I felt like my voice broke. I could barely speak correctly.
"I.. I said dont- why are you so clo-.. I am warning you.. let go-"
He shut me up in his own way. Kissing me. And while I did threaten to basically take his kids away and ruin his happy-family future, I was frozen when he actually did it.
I didn't move, definitely didn't chop his dick off and if anything, my lips moved along his in a steady pace. I was kissing a man.. and I was enjoying it? With mingi?
Am I really attracted to him like that? Is it okay for me to be attracted to a man like that? And is it okay for that man to be my best friend?
I want to answer all of these questions but at the moment, I was so drawn into him, I could barely focus.
Despite my attempt to stay focused on pushing him away, I ended up wrapping my arms around his neck instead, tilting my head to the side as he kissed him lovingly, his hand rubbing my side.

With both of us being nearly the same height, the kiss just fit right, no one had to tip toe or bend down, it was perfect.

He moved me back to use his motorcycle as a supporter while the kiss went on for nearly a minute.

It was soft, gentle and.. wet. Our lips kept smacking against each other as we'd pull back once in a while to breathe before closing the gap once again, each time much closer than the time prior.
It went on for as long as a minute but it felt like days to me. Once we pulled back, I kept my eyes shut. Afraid to open them, Mingi was already looking at me, a sign of worry written on his face as he expected me to slap him.
I refused to open my eyes and eventually he caressed my cheek speaking "How.. do you feel? Can you look at me..?"
He asked so gently and I opened my eyes for him. Like the coward I am, I was crying as my eyes met his, he seemed to panic.
"God I'm sorry, I shouldn't have pushed it-"
"No.. I.. I liked it.. and that's the issue." I admitted as I rested my palms on my face taking in a deep breath before speaking again. "I still haven't come to terms with.. my sexuality and I'm already kissing you.. a man like that.. "
"So what..? Do you not think people from the same gender can be happy together..?"
I didn't respond to him and that was enough to answer his question.
"But why..? What's so different about us and a quote normal couple.. isn't love all that matters?"
Mingi said as he looked at me for any sign. I put my hands down and just looked at him for a bit before saying. "Do you.. love me?"
"I wouldn't have kissed you if I didn't yunho.."
"That's not true.. you are always hooking up with people you're not interested in.. how can I trust y-"
"Not you. You're not just people Yunho. If I wanted to toy with you, I wouldn't have gone through the trouble of being patient. Believe it or not.. I was really nervous about today.."
"Oh spare me your bullshit.." I say with a chuckle as I hit his shoulder.  "We both know you're not capable of that"
"Well maybe I lied, but I did feel much more.. wary then I usually am with other people.."
I looked at him for a bit and hummed as I looked to the side sitting on his motorcycle for a while before sighing. "I hate to be the one to ask this but.. what does this make us?"

"This..?"

"Yeah.. this as in your love confession, our kiss.. the whole intimate tension between us..?"
"In the best universe.. I'd say boyfriends but I don't..-"
"Let's try that then.."

I'm sure that caught Mingi by surprise as he didn't reply. He stayed quite for a bit before he looked at me blushing slightly as he tried to play it off.

"Ooh.. the wind is strong here, I barely hear you.. what.. what did you say..?" He looked me and we both know he heard me. I gave him a little smile before saying.

"Forget it, must suck for you to not-"
"No.. no! Fine I.. yeah.. let's try that"
I smiled to him and flicked his forehead. "So you did hear me. Idiot."
He hugged me tightly almost pushing me back from the motorcycle and squeezing me to death.
"Ya mingi! I am suffocating!!"

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AHHH they are so cutee!!! BUT with me being the evil author I am, I can't have them (or you) be happy for long, just a little warning, the real story has just started. 

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