Catfish

holding secrets - 3

Mathew's point of view (First pov change!)

I woke up and found her in my arms. The girl that has no clue about my true self. The one that I'm scared to tell her everything. And the one that stole my heart since the first video chat. My father always used to tell me, "even the ones with the best smile could hold the most darkest secrets." And that was me. I have been holding something that no one knew only some of the boys because they have the same secret as me. Connor has seen a very bit, but I'm scared that he'll tell Andy. And I don't want that because I know that she's going to run away and never come back to me.

Everyone would look at me like I'm a monster. They would see me with fear and disgust. But I'll have to tell her soon. I can't hold it in. I feel like she'll stay, but I'm scared that she'll go. I'm going to tell her. Not now, but soon. Maybe when we are alone in our second stop. Yes, that's it. I'll tell her that day. "Matt, what are you thinking about?" Andy asked. I didn't even realize she was awake. "Just thinking of some stuff we could do for today." wow, I'm such a liar. She nods and walks to the restroom. I quickly put some clothes on before she gets out and I wake up Connor. "Connor, have you told her?" I whispered to him so Andy wouldn't hear. "No, I wanted you to tell her." he replies and threw himself back on the bed. I sigh in relief and walk towards the door.

Andy's point of view

I heard what Matthew said about, "Have you told her?" Why won't these boys just tell me? I've been holding the darkest secrets of Connor since I was 5. Which consisted of him mainly cramping his pants. I don't blame him, he didn't do so well with my 'special' sauce I made him. And the best part is that the toilet stop working so he couldn't do anything about it. I'm such a nice sister. But these boys don't trust me. Yes, I am very nosey, but I can't help it! There has got to be a way to find out what his secret is.

I heard two knocks on the door. I opened it to reveal Matthew and 3 bagels with sour cream on the side. "I brought us some food." he says and hands me a bag. "Thank you." I smile and walk out of the restroom. I finished my food and walked down to Shawn's room. Matthew and Connor decide to come with. I didn't even bother to knock on Shawn's door, I just walked in. "CANADIAN BOY! WAKE YOUR ASS UP!" I yell at the top of my lungs. He shoots his head up and groans. "Andy, stop being so annoying." he yelled at me. "You broke my heart, Shawn." I say and start to fake cry. I'm pretty good at it too because I would pretend to cry when I wanted something from Connor.

"I-I-I'm so sorry Andy, it was just that I was s-so tired and I didn't know w-what had gotten into me." he stutters as his arms are wide open for me to hug them. "Ahahahaha!!! I was playing with you bro." I laughed a little harder than I should have. "So you came in here just to annoy me, Jack, and Jack?" He asked pretty annoyed. "Yes." I say and walk out of the room like nothing happened. "I'm tired already." I whine and walk to my room. "Make up your mind gurl." Connor tells me in a sassy way. "Let's go get some ice cream." I offer. They nodded and walked with me to the small shop across the street.

"One strawberry please." I ordered and sat down next to Matt. I started to lick my ice cream as Connor walked over to us as well. "What do you want to do tomorrow?" Matthew asked me. "Um, walk around to city?" I asked and looked at him for some hope. "Cool, sounds like a plan." he agreed as he finished his ice cream. Later, we started walking back to the hotel because it was 5 o'clock already. The line in the shop was ridiculously long, but it was well worth it.

I took a shower and placed my pajamas on. After, I combed my hair and ran onto my bed. I place myself under the covers and felt Matthew lay next to me. He placed his arm around my waist as I had mine around his neck. "Goodnight Andy." "Goodnight Matthew."

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I woke up on the floor again. Damn, these boys move a lot. I stood up and saw Matt sprawled on the bed. Connor was in the same position. I sighed and made my way to the bathroom. I brushed my hair, teeth, and washed my face. Once that was done with, I placed on my Bob Marley hoodie and a pair of random pants. "Wake up." I told both of them for about 20 minutes, but they were passed out like a light.

"HELP!! HELP!!" I screamed at the top of my lungs. They jolted up with a worried expression on their faces, but i noticed how Matthew's eyes were turning dark - almost a black color. "You scared the shit out of me." Connor mumbled. "That's literally happened." I laughed at him as he got mad at me. "Get ready, I can't fall back asleep again and I'm going to get really bored." I state and grabbed some random clothes out for them to wear.

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"Let's go to the carnival," Matthew offered to me. I nod as he calls a cab. When we arrive, the view instantly takes my breath away. The sun was about to set, which made the sky mix with different colors such as: pink, red, orange, and light blue. Matthew and I walked over to a cotton candy stand. We got 2 blue ones and started to eat them. "Matt! Can we go on that ride?" I anxiously ask him as I pointed to the large cart that spins in a fast and full circle. "Yah, come on!" He answers and we run to the ride. We sit down in pairs of two and buckle our seat belts. Once the ride starts, I feel the adrenaline pumping through my body. All I was able to do was scream and hold onto Matt's hand for dear life.

The ride is over and Matthew and I walked to the spot behind all of the rides. We sat down and started talking about the things we want to accomplish in the future. That was until someone picked me up from behind and wrapped their hand around my mouth. "Marcus, get the hell away from her." Matthew told the guy in such a deep and rude tone. "If you get to take away the things I love, why can't I take the things away that you love?" Marcus snapped and help me into a tighter grip. I winced in pain as he dug his hands in my waist.

I looked over at Matthew and saw something I've never seen before. "Matthew? Why are your eyes black?" I managed to say once Marcus' hands loosened the grip on my mouth. "Run." he tells me. Marcus let go of me and shoved me out of his way. "Matthew." I demanded once again. I was furious. "I told you to run!" He shouts once more. I do what he says and ran next to any ride that was the closest to us.