Catfish

left behind for me - 23

It was 2:00 in the morning. Matthew planned to pick us up in 5 minutes to take us to his pack house. Cody and I quickly, yet quietly ran down the stairs with the suitcases in our hands.

matthew: outside.

I grabbed a stronger grip on the suitcase and slowly opened the door; making sure I didn't make any noise. Once I saw Matthew's jeep, I held Cody's hand, but he stopped in his tracks. "I can't. Marcus is going to try to find you and hurt you. Let me stay here so you could be safe." Without letting me say anything, Cody pushed me out the door. "Go." I demanded once I was in the car. Matthew quickly obeyed and sped down the abandoned road.

"What's wrong babygirl?" He asked once he saw my tears rolling down my cheeks. "Cody stood with Marcus to protect me." I chocked out. He didn't say anything, yet placed his hand on top of mine. "Don't worry. I'll make sure that you're treated like the princess you are." He intertwined our finger and softly sang to me. Matthew doesn't have the best voice when it comes to singing, but it's very soothing when he sings low and softly. I stretched over the middle seat and rested my head on his lap. This was and forever be a moment I'll never forget.

"Wake up princess." Matthew slightly lifted my head and carried me to the door. "Home." Matthew states as I cling onto him. Just like the first time being in this house, I hear heavy footsteps coming from upstairs. "Andy!" They all yell. I first hug Ryan; the older brother I'll probably never have again. Second was Justin; he was my ultimate best friend. Mathew still gets jealous of us because he never was able to catch on that he was gay. Lastly was Zachary; the biggest fuckboy of the gang. He's really sweet, but loves being in girl's pants.

After 20 minutes of them fighting for wanting to show me to my new room, I walked away and ran towards 'TCRITW'.

"Memories, huh?"

Jasmine?

"Yeah. I'm still here."

What happened?

"I wanted to see where your life was going without me."

As I opened the door, I spotted something I've never wanted to see. "What do you want you bitch?" Tiffany snorted. "Well, I definitely don't want aids unlike you." She rolled her eyes and ran downstairs; towards the living room.

"Matty!" She screeched and tightly clang to him. "Tiffany, not now. How'd you get in here anyways?" He set her on he floor. "Ryan." She giggled and ran back upstairs in his room.

"Alright, I did not bring that slut in here. You could check all the footage." Ryan rambled.

"Justin, Ryan, Zachary. Get her out of here." Matthew groaned. Once they left, Matthew grabbed me and pulled me as close as he could to his chest. "I love you babygirl." He kissed the top of my nose and backed away. "I love you too. But I just need to figure things out with Cody. Marcus took away our phones."

"I have an idea that'll get your mind off of Cody." He smirked.

"You're such a horny boy."

"I can't argue with that, but answer my question; Are you a virgin?"

What he asked me took me by surprise.

How am I supposed to tell him that I'm not? I lost my virginity on my 16th birthday.

"I'm taking that as a no." His smirk grew bigger. I just playfully rolled my eyes and walked him to my room.

"What movie do you want to watch?"

"Shrek?"

"Oh my god. No. Not after all those memes."

"Alright, how about Tangled?"

"Yes! My favorite Disney movie!"

I laid down next to him and cuddled in his chest as he turned on the movie. Today has been an emotional mess for me.

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this month has been crazy.

sam claflin playing in the hunger games is hot as fuck.

i recently joined many activities at school and after school so y'all would have to be patient with the updates.