Part 45

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Please remember I'm not putting triggers at the start of the chapters anymore—I said this a few chapters ago. There are some triggers in this chapter so just a reminder since I know it's been a while since I last updated.

~Yn's pov~

~time skip to 2:35AM~

Yn:NOOO!
Yn:Peter, please.
Peter:No, I don't want you anymore. You're just an annoying, fat brat.
I was crying and distraught.
Why is he saying this? I thought he loved me and wouldn't let me go.

Yn:Pease, peter!
Peter slaps me across the face, than he hands me over to HYDRA.

I see Bucky and try to go over to him, but I'm stopped by Alexandra Pierce.
Yn:Bucky!
Yn:BUCKY!
He looks at me. But something in his face is weird, but I can't tell what it is.
Yn:Bucky, please, help me!
I'm crying so hard, my voice starts to crack.

Yn:Please...
The last part fades into nothingness.
I get locked into a chair that's reclined.
Yn:No! No, NO, NO!
Yn:BUCKY!!
I know he can he me. He's forced to watch.

I start screaming my lungs out when they turn on the machine.
After about 10 minutes, they turn it off, and the tears stop.
It hurts. Everything hurts.
After it's over I look at him, and the look on his face changed.
I'm let out of the chair and can barely walk. I fall to the floor, almost instantly.
I try to crawl over to him.

When I get to him I look into his eyes, wishing he would just pick me up and hold me, like he used too.
But he just sits there and looks at me, with a look of disgust.
Yn:Bucky?
My voice is strained from all the screaming, and cracks as I talk.
Bucky:Go away.
I start crying again.

Yn:Please?
I plead holding out my arms, hoping for at least a hug. But nothing comes. He doesn't even move. So I hug him, but he harshly pushes me away.
I fall on the floor, hard, scraping my elbows.
I can't even speak. I just look at him mortified, betrayed written all over my face.
Bucky:I said go away.

Yn:Why?
I question, confused.
Bucky:Because!
He screams in my face. He's never screamed at me, he's never even raised his voice.
I flinch at the noise.
Bucky:Why would I want a useless, weak child like you.
Yn:But-
Bucky:I only took care of you 'cause they were gonna kill you and torture me.
Bucky:I should have just killed you myself.
I let out a verbal sob, than curled up into a ball, shaking from shock.

Than I can feel someone shaking me.
Bucky:Why would I love such a useless child like you.
It's silent for a few minutes, and my crying has turned quiet.
Bucky:Stop crying it's annoying.
He tells me bluntly. No emotion.

Someone comes to the cell and locks the bared door shut.
Bucky:Great, now I'm stuck in here, with you.
I start crying harder, the cries becoming more verbal.
It hurts to breathe I'm crying to hard.

(Sorry gotta jump in here and acknowledge how much better this writing is. I wish the whole story was written this good.)

But then I can feel someone violently shaking me.
Y-
Y-
Yn-
My name is muffled, but I can still hear it.
It gets easier to understand as it gets clearer.

All the sudden I'm jolting upright, screaming, as silent tears fall down my cheeks.
It only takes a few second to realize I'm lying in my bed.
Bucky's on one side of me.
Peter on the other.
I go to get out of my bed to get away from them, but I'm entangled in my blankets.
Bucky:Hey, hey, it's ok. You're fine we're here.
Peter:Yn breathe, you gotta breathe.
Yn:I-I-I-

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