[COMPLETE] Dark Intentions [Yandere! Idol! AU Shoto Todoroki Love story]

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The entire car ride home, Shoto was silent. He didn't say a single word to Ayame and that concerned her, she didn't want to end up upsetting shoto. That was the one thing she didn't want to end up doing. But she also had been taught not to talk out of turn so she just showed how his silence affected her by moving as far away from him as she physically could. In doing so, shoto's eyes narrowed seeing what she had done.

"Why the hell are you so far from me? Get back over here Ayame."

She refused to since he refused to speak with him, when she didn't do what he told her to do he grabbed her upper arm and pulled her into him again only for her to fight his strength with her own and kicked him in the face before moving completely away from him. Shoto was stunned to see just how Ayame had chosen to act around him. He rubbed between his eyes and sighed out.

"Okay what the hell is your issue? Something is obviously bothering you Ayame so just come out and say it." Shoto said annoyed

"My issue? What about you mr. Mute? We get out of your parents place and you don't talk to me like at all. It makes me think that you hate that I am how I am." Ayame said coldly

Shoto stiffened up hearing her speak, he then averted his eyes as he realized what it might look like to her. "It's not that at all Ayame, I just need time to think about what I've just found out about you. Kei's search on you didn't tell me about you knowing how to kill nor about the fact that you have killed in the past."

"Well I'm not keen on those who kidnapped me finding me, of course no one is going to find out about that stuff. But like you're one to talk though Todoroki shoto, even before you were the age of eighteen you already had blood on your hands. I don't want to hear anything coming from you about me being a bad person when you're just as guilty as one." Ayame said seriously

Shoto was silent for a bit as he looked out the window, he didn't know what to say in turn for what she had mentioned to him.  After the car passed two blocks he looked back at her.

"You truly aren't scared of me or my family are you?"

"No."

"Did it even shock you to see what you had when you looked deep into my families history?"

"Nope."

"Why not?"

"You aren't cleaver about hiding your intentions, I know you've become highly obsessed and possessive of me. I know that when I spoke about the previous relationship that I had-that it made you become unhinged. That night you were rough on me because of the aggression you felt knowing that someone else touched me first, someone who you knew and knew had a shit way of being around people. That jealousy became anger and aggression towards me. Your passive aggressive way of showing just how much you truly wanted to be around me showed just how much you truly want to kill your team mate-but won't take the steps to do so without good reason." Ayame stated calmly with a shrug

"And you're okay with knowing that? You're okay knowing that I'd do anything to keep other people from taking you from me?"

"If I didn't did you really think that I'd let you do half the shit you've done to me?"

Shoto was silent once more before he let out a sigh. "I apologize darling, I never meant to make you think that I never wanted you. I do...more than anything in the world just knowing what I do now...it makes things a bit difficult."

"Difficult how?" Ayame asked curiously with an eyebrow raised

"As the man of the relationship I'm supposed to protect you-but as of late you've been the one doing that for me."

"Okay and? I just so happen to move quicker and think quicker as well. It's not my fault that you panicked when I didn't. I've been raised to never show fear or any type of emotion when things suddenly happen, I never grew up in a 'good' environment Shoto. Not everything in life is rainbows, cupcakes and butterflies. I've had a rather dark and depressing life filled with nothing but getting my ass handed to me and growing up knowing that showing how I feel about anything makes me weak. And being weak is what will kill me." Ayame said seriously

Shoto was silent as he heard her speak. "Ayame...please come here. I won't harm you I promise."

Ayame didn't move at first, she wanted to gauge his response to her not moving instantly. When she didn't move she saw the sadness grow in his eyes which showed her that he truly had no ill intent towards her. So she made her way back towards him only for him to hold her close to his chest. Ayame's duo eyes widened as she felt the tight hug that came from him.

"S-Shoto?"

"You are not weak Ayame." He whispered softly to her "Showing emotion won't make you weak either. You are still the strong willed woman you've always been even if you show emotion Ayame."

Ayame looked up at him sadly. "A-Are you sure?"

Shoto placed a hand on the side of her face softly. "very sure."

Ayame teared up before she broke down crying with her eyes shut as she nuzzled herself up against his chest. He kept her in his arms as he rubbed her back softly. "There-there, it's alright Ayame. I promise."

"I...I've always hated killing people! I don't like doing it! Having to turn off my emotions when I do scares me. I don't want to be that type of person Shoto!" She said through her sobs

"Then don't be that type of person Ayame, be who you want to be. I'm not going to part ways with you just because you want to be yourself."

She held onto his shirt tightly. "I don't even know how to do that anymore, I've had to hide myself so much I don't even know what the real me is anymore."

Shoto made her look up at him before he kissed her on the lips. "Then let's shape a new version of the 'real' you."

"O...Okay Shoto..."