𝐏𝐬𝐲𝐜𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐚𝐭𝐡'𝐬 𝐎𝐧𝐥𝐲 𝐃𝐞𝐯𝐨𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧

4. BLUEBERRY 🫐

I feel like such a coward for making her feel embarrassed .
No ,angel ,you shouldn't be embarrassed of yourself.
If anything, you should see how foolishly cowardly I am .

When the teacher requested her to help me, I feared she would reject a boy like me , but she surprised me with a yes.
A fucking yes .
I was internally screaming while maintaining a blank face .

As we left the class room , I was trailing behind her like a puppy cause I was too nervous to initiate the conversation .

When she turned around to me , the word "angel" slipped up my lips in a whispered breath she likely didn't hear .

She might assume I didn't shake her hands due to various reasons, but the truth is , I was too nervous to touch her delicate hand with my rough, bruised knuckles.

Her statement about helping others during the vacations stung, it made me realise how insignificant I must seem to her in her colourful world surrounded by the people who love her .

But then I also acknowledged my own odd behaviour that made her say that.

She must be thinking of me as a psycho but she's right , I am a psycho, I am a psycho for her.

Despite my behaviour, she insisted on helping me in my studies , how could I say no to her .
My heart was screaming a yes while my mind was telling me something different.
I know if I spend time with her ,I will fall in love with her more and more ,each passing day .
Not that I mind.

I am ready to fall to any extent as long as it's for her , it's for  Mio Angelo .

And her request to spend time together made my heart flutter.

So, my girl wants me to spend her weekends with me .

I also know very well , her claim about spending time with her friends felt like a lie , cause as far as I know her friends would do anything for her.
Nonetheless, the thought of being her chosen companion filled me with happiness.

Don't worry mio angelo , I would accompany you to anywhere you want to go  whether the school , university, the amusement parks , heaven or hell .
I am not leaving you ever .
In my mind , I vowed to never leave her side, no matter where she wanted to go.

When her friends came to pick her up , from my peripheral vision , I saw   Rafael and Reyaan were teasing her which made me smile internally while I saw a hint of anger in Edward' eyes .
I know that fucker loves my angel but he cannot love her the way I do .

After reaching my place , I approached the balcony , taking blueberry in my arms I placed him in bed .

Blueberry is the dog I adopted on the first day of my school , he was a little puppy back then , someone had left him near the school  that day .

He was wounded, hungry and was about to die.
I was about to ignore him but seeing the pain in my angel's eyes I decided to adopt him .

I know she has been afraid of dogs since she was a kid and that day I had heard their conversation with her friends and they were warning her about not keeping him , they denied making her remind her of some past incidents.

Edward was willing to adopt him for my angel but not liking the idea of Edward being close to my angel because of that dog, so, I decided to adopt him.

And decided to name her blueberry as my girl likes blueberries.

In the world of chocolate lovers my baby loves blueberries.
Whether it's ice cream or cake or any drinks, she prefers blueberry.

I wonder how her lips would taste her in mine .
Her love for blueberries intrigued me , sparking a desire to taste them from her lips even though I don't like fruits.

Control yourself Aston , you should control yourself like the way you have been controlling for four years said my brain .

In the evening, she's going to come over to my place.
The place is not a place it's a broken house on terrace , it's windows are cracked, allowing the light to pass through.
It has a couch which has been in my bed for the past 2 years .

All the money I earn from hacking , working as a mechanic , as a waiter and a fighter vanishes away due to the debt my father caused before dying.

This house is all I could afford

After school, I work day and night to make money to payoff the debt .

I still remember the day I Was going to fall off the cliff ,
Two years ago that day I lost my alcoholic father to lung failure while he drowned me in the debts by gambling.

That day  those bastards came for their debt and beat the shit out of me .
But I was lucky enough to be saved by one of their members as he showed some mercy on me .

And that was the way I decided to die ,
Cause I had no one , no where to go , no money to fulfill my hunger , no angel by my side .

But on my way to the cliff , I saw her near the school gate , coming out of the school with her friends.

And that day too,  she became my saviour , my angel and saved me from death .

I lived this time for her.

Looking at the time,  I quickly arranged my shabby place and blueberry too helped me .

I have already done the extra shift of today's work yesterday itself.
So that I could give time to her .
I quickly dressed up and approached the school to receive her .

I was a bit early , I reached at 4.40 pm and was waiting, when she came in her cycle after a few minutes.

She was wearing a cute flowery top, a black cargo pants and a pair of Converse shoes .

She tied her hair into a cute ponytail with a purple bow .

Indeed looking like an angel , mio angelo.

How's it?
I have a hectic schedule going on, still managed to update.
Don't know whether you will like it or not .

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