Dearest Memories ~::~ an aarmau story

Chapter 2

IMPORTANT!! I edited the first chapter A LOT because i didn't like the first part as much so if you already read it please read it again!!

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"Strangers to friends, friends into lovers, and strangers again" - Strange by Celeste

3 weeks after the Starlight incident

Aphmau's POV:

I woke up with my stomach feeling like it was playing fucking twister. Normally I would get up to go to the bathroom to throw up but my stupid legs don't work anymore. This is so stupid, I told myself before puking in a trash can by my bed. I always felt bad puking in there because some poor nurse will have to throw it out. It should be me cleaning up after myself, not some stranger. I just hated this feeling of being helpless. But i have to do it, for the sake of our family.

There's only one person who knows, and it isn't Aaron. It's becoming a burden, keeping it all to myself.

When i first found out i wasn't sure if i should keep it. I just wasn't ready. I realized that it would be unfair for Aaron to not have a say. It is my body, my choice, but i feel like he should at least know. I wanted the real him to know, the man i fell in love with, not the man who doesn't even know my name, let alone how to pronounce it!

The Stranger... he was now a stranger

(if you get my reference, i love you.)

My mind had also went to the worst places. What if he doesn't remember? What if we never go back to normal? What if it's all just going to be in my dearest memories? (BOOM! title drop!) I decided that if worst comes to worst then if i kept it then at least i would always have a part of Aaron with me.

I truly do miss Aaron, the real Aaron. Especially with all of our history, it's becomes a true burden of misery. Without him, my life just seems barren..

When i first found out about Aaron's situation, my whole world was shook. This was nothing like the picture book. No one should hurt like he did. Even after he lost everything he still had hope, and now he lost himself.  And it's all my fault.

This whole thing would've never happened if said i wanted those damn Starlight tickets. We would've never went to the lodge, never ran into Ein, and most importantly never wouldn't went to Starlight. I know that i never would've found out about Aaron being a werewolf, The ultima, but i'm sure he would've told me eventually, right? The cons clearly outweighed the pros. I can't believe all of this happened because i had a silly dream since i was young. Stupid, stupid, stupid! I mentally scold myself while lightly banging my head on my pillow.

A knock on the door excuses me from the mental war i was having in my mind. I knew exactly who it was just by the knock since he made up a 'super secret password', 1,2,..123 was the knock pattern.

"Come in!" I answer before he walks in. "Hey aph!" I smile at the nickname, Aaron was the first one to call me that. "Hey travis.." I pause for a moment "wait you're out the the wheelchair!" I finally realized. "Yup and the first thing i had to do was to visit you, obviously" he replied back in a matter of fact tone. I ignore his tone, "that's awesome! I'm so glad!" i say as i recline my bed to sit up and reach my arms up for a congratulatory hug. He walks, slowly, but still walks to my bed to oblige. I wrapped my arms around his torso into a friendly hug, he smells like hospital soap and chicken soup. I also notice he has a slight stubble on his face. He was the first to pull away and after we just sat down and started having  an amusing conversation with me occasionally teasing him about how Katelyn was so worried about him last week.

"Aph, I wanted to say thank you, for what you said to me last week. It honestly really helped." he said as he gave me a small grin. "Of course Travis, it's absolutely no problem. You can alwa-" i was quickly interrupted by the feeling in my stomach that made me quickly lean towards the side of the bed and puke in the trash can by the bed. "Oh my irene, Aphmau are you okay?! Do i need to call the nurse?" He panicked  while frantically looking for the call button on the remote thingy before i stopped him from pressing it. "No I'm fine Travis, just a little stomach bug or something" I mumbled but noticed he knew i was lying.

There was only one person who knew the truth and that was Melissa, Aaron's older sister. I'm not sure how she found out but when she visited me after i thought she had died she ended up telling me that she knew. When i found out she knew i had only known for two days prior so it was all very new.

I glanced up at Travis who had a questioningly look and i quickly glanced down to avoid his sharp gaze. I knew i was bad at lying but i didn't think i was that bad! "Like i said im fine Travis, it's just a stomach bug."

"Oh yeah? Is bug the new word for sperm or something?" He asks teasingly and my face turns a crimson red. Ew, the word sperm is so weird. "That's gross Travis-"

"Well it clearly wasn't gross when you and Aaron had se-" I quickly cut him off "Travis ew, no" I say quickly, trying to hide my embarrassment. "Well what you two did doesn't matter, what matters is what is actually going on with you." He said, suddenly serious, which wasn't a good look on him, "fine.." I mumble softly

I wanted Aaron to at least be the second person to know but at this rate i'm pretty sure he'll be the last.

"Travis, I'm pregnant."

Sorry Aaron

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wow what a surprise who would've guessed i'm so shocked and surprised😐