Angel's sin

Chapter 1

Lilith~

I woke to the sound of thunder and rain sweat dripping down my forehead, my heartbeat thumping in my chest. I sighed, another fucking nightmare. When was this going to end i killed the fuckers and my revenge was done yet i still felt a void in place. I couldn't help but think that i missed something it felt too easy finding them. I missed my younger sister, her sweet laugh that always seemed to make everything better.

Yet i know i cant undo the past. I lay in bed contemplating my life as the sound of the rain and thunder get louder and louder. I love the rain yet days like this i hold deep contempt for it, my thoughts run rampant every time i think of her

She loved the rain  on days like this i remember when we would stay up, drink hot chocolate and reminisce our childhood and how happy we were with our parents before everything went to shit. I look up at my fist and see scars of when I'd fight back to keep her safe from Him and his men.

After minutes that seem like hours of not being able to fall back asleep, i decide to get up and take a shower to get the smell of sweat off me. I check the time, it's 4am i forgot the shower and change straight into work out clothes. I head to my indoor gym going towards the beat up punching bag , i should probably invest in a new one seeing as this one is hanging on it's last hinges.

I get to work on the punching bag imagining my sister's killers and the satisfaction of having killed them sears through me like the blood flowing in my veins. Yet it's not enough having them dead i need more it feels like my revenge has barely been satiated with this result. I feel alone, yet i know I'm not, i know i have my girls with me yet this empty feeling is still here like a hole engraved in my heart that will never go away.

After hours of constantly punching and kicking i start to feel a numbing in my knuckles, i then realize i had no type of protection or wrap on them and see their all bloody. Fuck. I already feel the naggging im going to get once Amara and the rest of the girls catch a sight of them. Yet i choose to leave them as is, the blood will stop soon anyway and i somehow always crave the burn and stinging that pain brings me. It's the only time i can truly feel something more than the pain of not having her here. I can already see her yelling at me along with the girls that i should always use a wrap at least, that my hands will get rough and manly.

I sigh to myself, as i look at my hands if only i had been faster, if only my hands would've reacted when i wanted to yet i did nothing but watch as she fell to floor, chest bleeding her groans of pain and her breath slowing down. My hands begin to shake, as i snap back into reality.

I finally decide to head back upstairs and shower, running soap over my knuckles the stinging increasing 10 fold yet i welcome it with all its glory. Once i finish my shower i get out and do my hair, and pick out my clothes.

I change into one of my suits and head downstairs. I hear voices as soon as i reach the last step and figure the girls are probably awake and brace myself for the scolding I'll get. I head to the kitchen and I'm greeted with the girls in sight eating their breakfast and a 'the devils awake everyone run for their lives' i mutter a 'fuck u' back and go straight towards the coffee machine and see a cup ready and waiting for me black no sugar or cream, just how i like it. I mutter a 'thanks' to whoever made it. I hear Adelia and Amara both mutter a 'welcome'.

I look around the kitchen and see everyone's here but Emory, 'Is emory still sleeping' i ask. I check the time and see It's 8am which means she should've been the first one down here since she's an early riser. 'No she left, said she had something to do, why?' Amara asks. 'We're having a meeting about the incoming shipments and the stolen weapons, so let her know to be at the office after she's done with her errand'.

Just as I'm grabbing another coffee to go my phone rings, It's one of my capos. "Speak" "Donna, we just got word the Italian mafia's in town their planning to make business with the Santiago mafia". "Fuck of course they come when we have stolen weapons, follow their every move and let me know if you see anything suspicious" i say and hang up.

'What is it, who's in town now?' Amara and Adelia ask. 'Los Italiano's estan aqui quieren hacer negocio con los Santiago's, We'll talk more in the office i have a meeting I'll see you guys there' i say.