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Opening the door wider Shilo allowed her to come inside. He wasn't sure what to say or do. Closing the door behind her once she walked all the way he made sure to lock it.
"You want some water or something?" He questioned trying to fill the awkward silence between them.
"Yeah that's fine." Tassoni responded clearing her throat. She was beyond nervous, her palms were getting sweaty and she kept constantly rubbing them up and down her sweatpants.
Shilo stood up from his position on the couch and made his way into the kitchen flicking the switch on the nearby wall to turn on the light. Opening the fridge he grabbed a nice cold bottle of water for her.
Walking back into the living room he gave her the water and sat back down. He didn't understand why it was so awkward. They were always comfortable around each other. It cam naturally for them but right now it was as if they were both strangers.
Twisting the cap from the water bottle Tassoni put it up to her mouth and took a sip. It was as if her mouth was incredibly dry and if she was going to say what she needed to say she had to drink something first.
In reality she felt like she needed a shot before she started talking but oh well. They had been sitting in silence for the past 15 minutes and it was killing her.
"I'm sorry." She spoke breaking the silence. Shilo didn't say anything in response but he was staring at her attentively.
"I'm sorry that I said all those things to you. I never believed that you only wanted to fuck me. And I do believe that you do love me. I was just scared. I haven't been loved correctly and even though it's been months since the last situation I still have things that I'm working through. I don't think that you're a pussy for expressing your feelings to me. If anything it's one of the things I love about you."
He still hadn't said anything which was causing her to grow more nervous by the second. She felt like her heart was ready to explode out of her chest.
"I love you Shilo. I do. I love everything about you. It may seem cliche to some people that you could love someone that fast but you showed me that I can. I'm falling back in love with myself and also falling in love with you but if you don't want anything to do with me I completely understand." She added waiting on his response.
He wasn't doing anything but staring at her. She didn't know if he was thinking or if she should just get up and walk out the door and save herself the embarrassment.
"You can get out now." He finally spoke up.
"Huh?" She questioned. Although she had heard exactly what he said. And if her heart couldn't break anymore it damn sure shattered into a million pieces when he said that.
Standing up from her position on the couch she footed her way to the door. Getting ready to leave. A million thoughts were running through her head.
She felt like the walk to the door was one of the most embarrassing and longest walks of her life. It seemed as if she couldn't get to the door quick enough. The closer she got the further the door was.
