I will wait for you

CHAPTER 5

Assalam alaikum people and Eid Mubarak to everyone ✨️ May Allah accept all our prayers and forgive all our sins.

And also May Allah have mercy on our Palestinian brothers and sisters and protect them from those tyrants.

I know I said that update will come tomorrow but my dear friend fouzi requested that she wants the update today so here it is.

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Rikza came and sat near Manha, after taking a sip she asked, "naraz ho?"

( are you angry)

Rikza smiled lightly, " nahi mai kyu naraz hone lagi "

( no, why will be I angry?)

Rikza took a deep breath and said, " sorry yaar, maine faltu mei scene create kardiya "

(Sorry dear, I created a scene for no reason )

To this she clearly said, " galat toh tumne kiya hai, ghar aaye mehman ko aise nahi treat karna chahiye.
Tumhara unke saath jo bhi maazi raha tha wo alag baat hai lekin iska ye hargiz matlab nahi hai ki tum aisa rawaiya apnao ",  She was very strict in these matters.

( yes you did wrong, you cannot treat a guest like that. Whatever past you had thats a different matter but that doesn't mean you Will behave like this.)

Rikza understood that her behaviour was pathetic and was not appreciated by her dear friend.
"Jaanti hu, lekin Zarar ko dekh ke mujhe thoda gussa aa gaya, isiliye out of control hokar kuch zyada hi bol gayi mai "

( I know, but after seeing Zarrar I got angry and lost my control so I blabbered nonsense)

Seeing the chance Manha asked," ek baat puchu?"

( can I ask you something?)

Reply came as," lo bhai!, tumhe kabse permission ki zarurat hogayi bilkul aaram se pucho "

( when did you started taking permission? Of course you can ask)

So she started, " aisa toh nai haina ki tumhari Zarrar bhai aur unki family ke saath koi acchi yaadein hai hi nai, toh phir tum uss ek raat ki uss baat ko lekar naraaz kyu baithi ho?, aur sab se badi baat uncle aunty ko kyu saza de rahi ho , wo log toh tumse itni mohabbat karte hai "

( it's not like you don't have any good memories with brother Zarrar and his family  then why are you angry because of that one night matter ?, and the most important thing why are you punishing uncle and aunt , they love you so much)

Rikza seemed upset after hearing this but replied, " kabhi kabhi na kuch talkh alfaaz dil aur dimaag mei ghar kar lete hai, aur lehja wo bohot mayne rakhti hai , lehja hi toh bata deta hai ki dil mei kya hai. Ussdin Zarrar ki baaton ne dil cheer hi diya tha lekin lehje ne ye bhi batadiya ki unke dil mei kya chal raha hai mere waha hone ki wajah se "

( sometimes some sharp words gets stuck in your heart and mind, and the way of speaking that is very important because it proves that what is there in one's heart. That day the words Zarrar used for me already broke my heart but the way of speaking told me that what was there in his heart in my presence)

Manha kept quiet hearing this as she couldn't say anything else after this.

So she just said, " thike jaisa tum sahi samjho"

( ok fine, whatever seems right to you )

She went away. Now Rikza was sitting alone engrossed in her thoughts.

(In mind), " Itne dino baad aakar agar vo ye soch rahe hai ki sab kuch bhula kar sab pehle jaisa hojayga toh wo galat hai, kadwi baatein itni aasani se nahi bhuli jaati"