At times, An average human cant go sane for more than 24 hours without the affection of their loved one/s .Though it depends from time to time on how different your built. In my case, i've learned that what you really need in this world is a reason to why you should keep breathing the invigorating air. There can be many reasons, such as to live for your own happiness or to live a life in isolation for the sake of destiny to nourish our sorrows to tranquility. One can only live a life with one's intentions. But one can never know the true intention of what their destined to do. That's why the future remains a mystery. Some things can never change. The people, the way how they are born and built uniquely by grace of Allah. The memories, the exciting adventures to the heartbreaking roller-coaster rides. And most of all, The past. I am no elder to tell life advices , But i understood that some reasons and purposes come to us more earlier than others. i tell this to you because i wish to, but i write to you because it makes me happy, it gives me assurance that you acknowledge the words. Knowing that your happy gives me happiness, knowing that your sad, makes me want to make you happy. no matter how many times i tell myself i shouldn't be selfish. I admit, i am selfish, i am selfish for what i need and what i wish for, because i know, when it finishes, we end up under the mud and dirt of this earth in one position. Telling you everything was my favorite hobby, but being a better version of myself and telling you everything under the same roof is my dream. there is no such thing as false hope, there's hope and there's decision, you decide to what you hope for. Then there is the devil who messes everything up. Whatever happens, happens. and when the opportunity comes, i will take it. Because i know the regret of not trying will get to us at the end. Do give me a sign that you still pray and hope for the cause.
