Silence does not typically mean negativity.its a deeper perspective than any other motion of action that a person perceives it to be. One's silence does not necessarily mean anger, it can also mean sorrow or mournful (not that I am mourning for anyone) but at this time of year it means precautious from being precocious. The misconception of silence goes a long way but it is never a good thing to be silent all the time. But who says I am silent...time goes by and I don't know how much more of it really tests my patience. I
can sense the negativity . Do not take my silence of the present negatively. Given the circumstances I can never assume nor comprehend the amount of stress and sadness you have felt. Not being able to contact nor witness how you are, gives me the biggest of fears. I cannot even comprehend the depth of thoughts to where it would go just so the mind can simply host a circus show. I pretend to assume day after day that you live within the comforts of your home and thought you are happy. I'd feel happy to see you happy. Yet I feel content knowing you are well taken care of and in the comforts of your people. Maybe you might wonder to why I have not been active but only I sit day after day thinking I might get a moment of peace with hearing my ringtone with your name. As tho I am being precautious to not do anything. Maybe who knows, you may have forgotten about me. Who knows anything could happen and I wouldn't know. But these are the thoughts of my mind. I am still alive yes. And I sit wondering what happen next. Don't forget the apples.
