Manas Pov:
I was looking out my jet's window and thinking about obviously, her
I need to stop being a teenage boy and he a MAN I need to own up to my feelings, I know she does not like me, but i will make sure that she won't feel the same about me anymore
I want her.
Every moment i spend in her presence, my heart beats fast
I am not one to fall in love, but i think it might be love this time, the way she held me in her lap, the way she scolded me after what I did to Alia ,the coffee she bought, all of it made me fall in love with her.
i need to clear my head, and that's precisely why i agreed to this Bali trip.
After this trip, it will only be me and her
ADITI POV:
We had already packed everything and we were now in our cab, it's was way too early, I mean it's was 4:00, we had to reach the airport early.
I was looking out the window, the starts and moon, the moon looked to beautiful
I like the stars more than the moon, we all forget about the stars while looking at the moon
He was my moon.
I used to forget about everything, all my stars, all my problems when I saw him.
Why did he leave me?
that's what I always think, that's what I thought when i saw him in the hospital.
we were so close, yet so far from eachother at that moment
Sometimes I wonder, if all we had was fake, if he just did it all out of pity, he must have, Because if he cared even for a moment, he would not have done that to me
he would have told me, stayed with me, I was ready to be by his side forever
Even if it was just as a friend, i did not mind being his friend, if that would have kept us together
Everyday after we stopped talking, i wondered, does he miss me too? Does he miss our talks, the moments, the eye contacts we shared
I bet he forgot it all, because all men do, that's just what they do
I still decided to give love another chance in med school and...
All it gave me was pain
how stupid could I be?
Why do I try? Why do I tell myself everytime that for once I will be someone's choice, that HE will come and apologize to me, he will say that he missed me too, he will say he wants me back, but i know he won't.
(meri diary likh Rahi hoon esa lag raha hai bhai mere love life ka frustration nikaal rahi hoon 😍🥰)
We reached the airport and wiped those stupid tears of my eyes.
he isn't worth it
I am here to enjoy, And i damn fucking will .
As we reached our "hotel"
which was called
"Mayur Motel"
Which already sounded cheap as fuck, we were in bali not in fucking kolhapur
and Guess what?
WE GOT FUCKING SCAMMED!
there was no mayur motel, it was literally a fucking IT company that we had been taken to
